The Space for Falling Together Christel Crawford English Spanish

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We're gonna get a lot more people joining us

Vamos a tener mucha más gente uniéndose a nosotros

Pat you're in I know how dream we've got shot of Peters. We're gonna bet

Pat en el que estás Sé cómo soñamos con Peters. Vamos a apostar

Jesus I got all the awesomeness on here

Jesús, tengo toda la genialidad aquí

Uh-huh cool well welcome. This is a

Uh-huh genial bien bienvenido. Esto es un

the space for falling together came out of three weeks of Melanie being at my house and I

el espacio para caer juntos salió de tres semanas de Melanie en mi casa y yo

Don't even I think it was just all this chaos conversation and just realizing that

Ni siquiera creo que fue solo toda esta conversación de caos y solo darme cuenta de que

So many times when it feels like your whole world is falling apart

Muchas veces cuando parece que todo tu mundo se está desmoronando

It's actually falling together, and I know for me for sure and the last three weeks for me with everything

En realidad está cayendo juntos, y lo sé con certeza y las últimas tres semanas para mí con todo

I've been choosing to create

He estado eligiendo crear

To be a part of with the access team and the things that I'm choosing in my business and in my life

Ser parte del equipo de acceso y las cosas que elijo en mi negocio y en mi vida.

It has literally been probably one of the most challenging three weeks

Literalmente ha sido probablemente una de las tres semanas más desafiantes.

It's been like going from

Ha sido como ir de

middle school to

escuela secundaria a

university and excusing you know to

universidad y excusas sabes

Stand back up and stand back up and choose again and be more and be everything I've been refusing to be and well

Retrocede y retrocede y elige de nuevo y sé más y sé todo lo que me he negado a ser y bueno

Maybe just a fraction of that or but just a constant like

Tal vez solo una fracción de eso o solo una constante como

the ongoing adventure of choosing in and not disintegrating and instead of disintegrating choosing something else and

la aventura en curso de elegir y no desintegrarse y, en lugar de desintegrarse, elegir otra cosa y

but really to like with all the chaos that we've been instilling and

pero realmente me gusta con todo el caos que hemos estado inculcando y

aware of it's really the space of where

consciente de que es realmente el espacio de donde

At least for me, and I'm I'd love to hear Melanie

Al menos para mí, y me encantaría escuchar a Melanie.

Talk about this too, but where my whole it feels like the whole foundation of my reality is like just tumbling apart

Habla sobre esto también, pero donde siento que todo el fundamento de mi realidad es como desmoronarse

and wow that's really really cool, and I get what it's

y wow, eso es realmente genial, y entiendo lo que es

Creating and and then I said, I sense the future of that and that's really spacious. It's also sometimes really

Creando y luego dije, siento el futuro de eso y eso es realmente espacioso. También a veces es realmente

not comfortable

Tear-inducing you know all of those other things that are also real

Indulgente, sabes todas esas otras cosas que también son reales

So we really got to talking about that and Melanie just whipped out this phrase

Así que realmente hablamos sobre eso y Melanie acaba de pronunciar esta frase

Oh, it's the space for falling together, and I was like oh

Oh, es el espacio para caer juntos, y yo estaba como oh

That's a really nice way of looking at and then when we got to talking about it. She had all of these different

Esa es una muy buena manera de verlo y luego cuando hablamos de eso. Ella tenía todos estos diferentes

points of view and an awesome awareness is actually about what that is and so

puntos de vista y una conciencia increíble es en realidad sobre lo que es eso y así

So I'm just glad you guys are here, and and thank you for being here

Así que me alegra que estén aquí, y gracias por estar aquí.

and this is an open conversation and we're gonna sort of talk and

y esta es una conversación abierta y vamos a hablar y

Each other, but feel free to interrupt us at any time with questions or insights or or any of that

El uno al otro, pero no dude en interrumpirnos en cualquier momento con preguntas o ideas o algo de eso

Melanie take it away. What do you got? Yes? Well I one of the things I have is quite a lot of backgrounds

Melanie se lo lleva. ¿Qué tienes? ¿Sí? Bueno, una de las cosas que tengo es una gran cantidad de antecedentes

Know what's gonna do the call it didn't it didn't come together

Sepa qué va a hacer la llamada, no, no se unió

So you'll have to excuse some of the backgrounds known, but I'm so excited

Así que tendrás que disculpar algunos de los antecedentes conocidos, pero estoy tan emocionado

It's really amazing yeah absolutely

Es realmente sorprendente, sí, absolutamente

es como si fuera

The phrase everything is the opposite of what it appears to be nothing is the opposite of what it appears to be so many things

La frase que todo es lo contrario de lo que parece ser nada es lo contrario de lo que parece ser tantas cosas

So many lie is there they've actually button about myself, and you know points music

Tantas mentiras están ahí, en realidad se han abucheado sobre mí, y sabes puntos de música

I've been functioning from in the creation of my body and my relationships in my life

He estado funcionando desde la creación de mi cuerpo y mis relaciones en mi vida

Everything is just is all thing and going away, so it's there's this incredible you know space

Todo es simplemente es todo y se va, así que hay un espacio increíble que conoces

Which I think in the past and I think crystal you and I had this conversation were like let's talk about your business

Lo que creo que en el pasado y creo que Crystal y tú tuvimos esta conversación fue como hablar de tu negocio

And I was looking for it and I was like well. I can't actually find my business

Y lo estaba buscando y estaba bien. En realidad no puedo encontrar mi negocio

It's as if it has disappeared and you're like well does it disappeared, or is it just completely and totally different

Es como si hubiera desaparecido y tú también estás desapareciendo, o es completamente y totalmente diferente.

And it was as this all the chaos that I've been instilling into everything

Y fue así como todo el caos que he estado inculcando en todo

it has dissolved the solidity and all the reference links, and I've been using for the creation of

ha disuelto la solidez y todos los enlaces de referencia, y he estado usando para la creación de

My business of my life knowing you know where where this I didn't even realize that there was actually a point in

Mi negocio de mi vida sabiendo que sabes dónde estaba esto, ni siquiera me di cuenta de que realmente había un punto en

I was using to choose from alright, and so all of that is disappearing so there's this space of like well

Estaba usando para elegir bien, y todo eso está desapareciendo, así que hay este espacio de bien

That's really cool, and there's also the dissatisfaction

Eso es realmente genial, y también está la insatisfacción.

Element and the discomfort element of oh I I have nothing actually

Element y el elemento de incomodidad de oh II no tienen nada en realidad

Familiar in my in my role to sort of be standing on right now

Familiar en mi papel en el que estoy parado en este momento

So you know this this face? We're falling together

Entonces, ¿sabes esto esta cara? Estamos cayendo juntos

To me it's like what?

¿Para mí es como qué?

What's at work? Can we give ourselves? What choices?

Que hay en el trabajo ¿Podemos darnos a nosotros mismos? Que opciones

Can we make what can we actually be with each other where we can have more ease in the freefall?

¿Podemos hacer lo que realmente podemos ser el uno con el otro para tener más facilidad en la caída libre?

of this base of total creation

de esta base de creación total

yeah, I'm so glad you said that I mean I

sí, me alegra que dijeras que quiero decir que

Mean I've said this to you, but it's saying out loud to everybody else like I didn't even know like like three weeks

Quiero decir que te he dicho esto, pero está diciendo en voz alta a todos los demás como si ni siquiera supiera como tres semanas

Well whatever about a month ago?

Bueno, ¿qué tal hace un mes?

You me and Stephanie started doing this 30 days of financial awareness

Tú y Stephanie comenzamos a hacer estos 30 días de conciencia financiera

And of course you always go into a thing with one idea of it

Y, por supuesto, siempre entras en una cosa con una idea

And then you always come out with something totally different, and so of course 30 days of financial awareness the first

Y luego siempre sale con algo totalmente diferente, por lo que, por supuesto, 30 días de conciencia financiera son los primeros

five conversations were sort of about we're about that and we got systems in place and I got bookkeepers on and now, that's

cinco conversaciones fueron más o menos acerca de que se trata de eso y tenemos sistemas en su lugar y tengo contadores y ahora, eso es

It's not taking care of itself, but I've got enough balls rolling that you know I'm in constant conversation with my bookkeeper

No se está cuidando solo, pero tengo suficientes bolas rodando que sabes que estoy en constante conversación con mi contable

I'm making steps towards getting it you completed and then our conversations. Just really changed into

Estoy dando pasos para que lo completes y luego nuestras conversaciones. Realmente cambió a

bueno lo que nosotros

Discovered is that this thing of financial awareness is actually more this thing of like what are we creating as our future and what are?

Se descubrió que esto de la conciencia financiera es en realidad más de lo que estamos creando como nuestro futuro y lo que somos.

We committing to with our life, and what and that, but so there was that piece

Nos comprometemos con nuestra vida, y qué y eso, pero ahí estaba esa pieza

But the other piece of it was like I had never

Pero la otra parte fue como si nunca hubiera tenido

Invited into my life daily conversations with friends, or you know

Invitado a mi vida a conversaciones diarias con amigos, o sabes

co-creative beings

seres co-creativos

You know you guys are we're all kind of creating in our own little separate pieces of the world and at home alone in our

Ustedes saben que estamos creando todo tipo de cosas en nuestras pequeñas partes separadas del mundo y solo en casa en nuestro

Apartments you know on our laptops and so when I found out you were in Oregon

Apartamentos que conoces en nuestras computadoras portátiles y cuando descubrí que estabas en Oregon

I'm like come on up and and so you being here and having those conversations

Estoy como vamos y tú estás aquí y tienes esas conversaciones

I was like wow this is actually it's so much easier to

Estaba como wow, esto es en realidad es mucho más fácil

I want to say to go through those sorts of choose and for things to fall apart when I've got

Quiero decir que revise ese tipo de elección y que las cosas se desmoronen cuando tenga

I've got you guys

Los tengo chicos

you know around me and at my back and and

sabes a mi alrededor y a mi espalda yy

Conversations happening and that was a huge piece that I didn't even know I was missing you know like when we when we talk about

Conversaciones sucediendo y esa fue una gran pieza que ni siquiera sabía que estaba extrañando, como cuando hablamos de

The question I was like who or what can you add to your life?

¿La pregunta que hice fue quién o qué puedes agregar a tu vida?

I always go I went really linear with that

Siempre voy, fui realmente lineal con eso

I've like okay who or what can I add to get this business program done or who are what can I add to?

Me gusta, ¿a quién o qué puedo agregar para hacer este programa de negocios o a quién puedo agregar?

Not to my wife like not to the great and glorious thing that is my life every day

No a mi esposa, no a lo grandioso y glorioso que es mi vida todos los días.

You know like that that old thing you know

Sabes así esa vieja cosa que sabes

So that for me really opened up that opened up so much of

Así que para mí realmente se abrió eso abrió mucho de

This this awareness of really like the thing that makes my life so rich is you guys is these?

¿Esta conciencia de que realmente me gusta lo que hace que mi vida sea tan rica es que ustedes son estos?

Conversations is that and then as everything is tumbling apart?

¿Conversaciones es eso y luego como todo se está desmoronando?

You know then it's like okay cool, so who can I turn to and just have them ask me some questions

Entonces sabes que está bien, así que, ¿a quién puedo recurrir y hacer que me hagan algunas preguntas?

Or you know who can I just go hang out with can I get bodywork with her?

¿O sabes con quién puedo pasar el rato? ¿Puedo conseguir trabajo corporal con ella?

You know so how many of you guys how many of us are creating ourselves as islands?

¿Saben cuántos de ustedes cuántos de nosotros nos estamos creando como islas?

And everything that is can we just train and create all that?

Y todo lo que es, ¿podemos entrenar y crear todo eso?

Right leg of a POC all nine shorts boys and beyonds

Pierna derecha de un POC los nueve shorts chicos y beyonds

I think it's so funny that we we go to all these classes there were more and more and more and we go through all

Creo que es tan divertido que vamos a todas estas clases, hay más y más y más, y pasamos por todas

This change and then we sit alone in the middle of my room while everything's falling apart and wonder. What's wrong with us. I

Este cambio y luego nos sentamos solos en el medio de mi habitación mientras todo se desmorona y se pregunta. ¿Qué nos pasa? yo

Don't know what you're talking about Cristal. I don't think anybody else does that

No sé de qué estás hablando Cristal. No creo que nadie más haga eso

That's a huge piece of

Esa es una gran pieza de

what I want to share with you guys is like if you're keeping yourself alone or separate all the created walls of separation that you've

lo que quiero compartir con ustedes es como si se mantuvieran solos o separen todos los muros de separación creados que han

Installed to keep yourself

Instalado para mantenerte

To keep your wrongness from the world could we destroy and uncreate all that?

Para mantener tu error del mundo, ¿podríamos destruir y descrear todo eso?

Well and you know something else Chris I'm so so grateful over that process, thank you

Bueno, y sabes algo más Chris, estoy tan agradecido por ese proceso, gracias

And another case I know for myself

Y otro caso que conozco por mí mismo

I was asking like I would really like to have the energy space and consciousness

Estaba preguntando como si realmente quisiera tener el espacio de energía y la conciencia

You know the way that I show at the classes

Sabes la forma en que muestro en las clases

You know no way that. I allow other people to contribute to me at classes

No sabes de ninguna manera eso. Permito que otras personas contribuyan conmigo en las clases

You know I ask you that you to add more of its in my life, but I haven't always necessarily made the choices right?

Sabes que te pido que agregues más en mi vida, pero no siempre he tomado las decisiones correctas.

Es una eleccion

I'm not quite sure what I?

No estoy muy seguro de lo que yo?

But if I wasn't actually making the choices that would create it

Pero si no estuviera tomando las decisiones que lo crearían

You know what I mean well

Sabes a lo que me refiero bien

That's something else to look at is like how many of you guys or how many of us are waiting for our life to fall?

¿Hay algo más que ver es cuántos de ustedes o cuántos de nosotros estamos esperando que nuestra vida se caiga?

Together in a way that makes us happy when actually it's the choices that we make that create that

Juntos de una manera que nos hace felices cuando en realidad son las elecciones que hacemos lo que crea

Everything that is everywhere where you're waiting when you could be choosing something different. Can we destroy and create all that?

Todo lo que está en todas partes donde está esperando cuando podría elegir algo diferente. ¿Podemos destruir y crear todo eso?

Right wrong good bad. Pod POC all nine shorts boys meals

Bien mal bien mal. Pod POC las nueve comidas cortas para niños

It's so funny because Gary's doing this telecall come off waiting to create and of course again

Es muy divertido porque Gary está haciendo esta llamada telefónica esperando para crear y, por supuesto, otra vez

There's this linear idea that I function from of what creation is

Existe esta idea lineal de la que funciono de lo que es la creación.

Actually my life's to creation

En realidad mi vida es para la creación

la

Experience of my every day is the creation?

La experiencia de mi cada día es la creación?

Right like that whole thing of who I add and what I add is that there is the creation of my life?

Justo como todo eso de quién agrego y lo que agrego es que existe la creación de mi vida.

And I you know even just Melanie coming up from Oregon to my place was like this

Y sé que incluso Melanie que vino de Oregon a mi casa fue así

Oh, I can do that sure that you know yeah, and you wanna

Oh, puedo hacer eso seguro de que sabes sí, y quieres

I don't know if you wanted to talk about that at all

No sé si querías hablar de eso en absoluto

But that was even just like oh wow

Pero eso fue incluso como oh wow

Like I didn't have no idea how much this could add to my life

Como si no tuviera idea de cuánto podría agregar esto a mi vida

And how much being together where two or more are gathered can actually change things for us at epochs feet?

¿Y cuánto estar juntos donde se reúnen dos o más puede cambiar las cosas para nosotros a los pies de la época?

And we have support while it's happening right and I don't I didn't even get that this call was going to be about this

Y tenemos apoyo mientras está sucediendo bien y yo no, ni siquiera entendí que esta llamada iba a ser sobre esto

You know it is a huge piece

Sabes que es una pieza enorme

And what what actually comes up when you see that crystal is?

¿Y qué ocurre cuando ves que ese cristal es?

You know so often we have this perception of falling together means now you are in your apartment

Sabes que a menudo tenemos esta percepción de caer juntos, significa que ahora estás en tu departamento

You're sitting there alone and all of the thing

Estás sentado allí solo y todo eso

Well everything is coming you're falling together or like well

Bueno, todo viene, te caes juntos o te gusta

No, I have to actually be your everything is suctioned toward me because I'm now this vortex of

No, tengo que ser realmente tu, todo se aspira hacia mí porque ahora soy este vórtice de

Everything falling together into me and what that choice

Todo cayendo junto a mí y qué elección

Was actually for me, you know to be in Oregon then you go. Hey. Why don't you come up to Vancouver?

En realidad fue para mí, sabes que estarás en Oregon y luego irás. Oye. ¿Por qué no vienes a Vancouver?

You're so close and create it was

Estás tan cerca y creaste que era

Actually made choosing toward everything falling together

En realidad, eligen que todo caiga junto

Somebody had to flip on a light switch at the cafe over my head. Sorry. I'm here arms wildly

Alguien tuvo que encender un interruptor de luz en el café sobre mi cabeza. Lo siento. Estoy aquí con los brazos desenfrenados

There no I am the crazy person and the calf

Allí no soy el loco y el ternero

Yes, but it was but yeah that

Sí, pero fue pero sí que

My choice to actually go when things are falling together it isn't actually something that's passive

Mi decisión de ir cuando las cosas están cayendo juntas no es realmente algo pasivo

It's something that you step into you and this is something. I've I heard you're a duck

Es algo en lo que entras y esto es algo. He oído que eres un pato

Let's talk about he's like receiving isn't a passive thing receiving is actually stepping into everything that you're creating

Hablemos de que él es como si recibir no fuera una cosa pasiva, recibir es entrar en todo lo que estás creando

everything that you're asking for

todo lo que estás pidiendo

So everywhere you're waiting for everything to come to you and fall in do rather then actually make the choice

Entonces, en todas partes, estás esperando que todo llegue a ti y caigas en lugar de hacer la elección

And follow the energy of one matches, I thought you would liked it up in step into and be a part

Y sigue la energía de uno de los partidos, pensé que te gustaría subir y formar parte

You know you are actually meeting and it's a coming together of but you're looking after

Sabes que en realidad te estás reuniendo y es una reunión, pero estás cuidando

Si

And you probably do need to hold your microphone up just so you know I know you both hands

Y probablemente necesites sostener tu micrófono para que sepas que te conozco a ambas manos

But it was it's so good when you hold it there and like um

Pero fue tan bueno cuando lo sostienes allí y te gusta

Was I gonna say yeah does anybody have any questions about this or anything yeah?

¿Diría que sí, alguien tiene alguna pregunta sobre esto o algo así?

I

yo

was gonna say something brilliant, and it left so and

iba a decir algo brillante, y se fue así y

also, if you're trying to talk any pianist because your meet ed small or go to longer the bottom of your screen and

Además, si estás tratando de hablar con un pianista porque te encuentras pequeño o vas al fondo de la pantalla y

You would like to say something you were gonna have to oh well that was actually wouldn't one of the pieces

Te gustaría decir algo que ibas a tener que decir, bueno, eso en realidad no sería una de las piezas

I was looking at well you guys are getting your questions together of

Estaba mirando bien, ustedes están haciendo sus preguntas juntas de

In the last three weeks with you know I've joined the access team

En las últimas tres semanas con ustedes, me he unido al equipo de acceso.

And I'm really encouraging a lot of the specialty classes now especially right boys for you and conscious conscious writer

Y realmente estoy alentando a muchas de las clases de especialidad ahora, especialmente los niños adecuados para ti y el escritor consciente consciente

And I'm a part of what we're calling the hub action team and all that means is that I get to play with like 10

Y soy parte de lo que llamamos el equipo de acción central y todo lo que significa es que puedo jugar con 10

Or 12 really potent intense individuals on the daily

O 12 individuos intensos muy potentes diariamente

But you would think would be great and it's also like if I don't fucking ante up

Pero pensarías que sería genial y también es como si no me apostara

If I don't get my and not get my shit together if I don't shoes to beat all of me

Si no entiendo y no reúno mi mierda si no calzo para vencerme a todos

Like the potency of that I am the intensity that I really am the bitch that I truly am and

Como la potencia de eso, soy la intensidad de que realmente soy la perra que realmente soy y

energetically I will get run over and

energéticamente voy a ser atropellado y

What's going on?

¿Que esta pasando?

is that that I've had so much unwillingness to be that level of intensity and so many of these different conversations that there's

es que he tenido tanta falta de voluntad para tener ese nivel de intensidad y tantas conversaciones diferentes que hay

My whole life. I mean, that's fun probably before my whole life rate, but my whole life

Toda mi vida. Quiero decir, eso es divertido probablemente antes de toda mi vida, pero toda mi vida

That's been this area where I haven't been willing to choose, and I've seen it as it. I haven't seen it as a choice

Esa ha sido esta área donde no he estado dispuesto a elegir, y lo he visto como tal. No lo he visto como una opción

I've seen it just as I get I get to be made feel I feel powerless

Lo he visto justo cuando llego, me hacen sentir que me siento impotente

No puedo hacerlo

And there's these and there's pockets of this powerless stuff so as I've been choosing and as I've been moving forward

Y hay estos y hay bolsillos de estas cosas impotentes, así que he estado eligiendo y avanzando

It's been like in my face of Here. I am feeling powerless again, and now I'm all of a sudden

Ha sido como en mi cara de aquí. Me siento impotente de nuevo, y ahora de repente

I'm not the effect of this really intense individual and so so seeing that going am I at the effectors

No soy el efecto de este individuo realmente intenso y, por lo tanto, viendo que estoy yendo a los efectores

It's just triggering something that now I actually have to choose

Es solo desencadenar algo que ahora tengo que elegir

so in that awareness

así que en esa conciencia

Of like no now I get to choose something else and now I get to choose something else

Como no, ahora puedo elegir otra cosa y ahora puedo elegir otra cosa

I have had to call on backup, and I've lose the number of times where I've messaged

Tuve que llamar al respaldo y perdí la cantidad de veces que envié mensajes

Another facilitator and then like can you ask me some questions because like I'm either

Otro facilitador y luego me puede hacer algunas preguntas porque como si yo fuera

drowning or I'm choosing, and I need some help like I actually need some help to get through this and

me estoy ahogando o elijo, y necesito algo de ayuda como realmente necesito ayuda para superar esto y

Because the because of what I've chosen where this is this

Porque por lo que he elegido donde esto es esto

Ongoing process of creation like there is no stopping by the side of the road for a year to get this sorted

Proceso continuo de creación como si no hubiera una parada al costado de la carretera durante un año para solucionar esto

It's like no we got to get this sorted now this needs to change now. I need to choose now

Es como si no pudiéramos arreglar esto ahora, esto necesita cambiar ahora. Necesito elegir ahora

it's really uncomfortable like now's the time and

es realmente incómodo como ahora es el momento y

So awesome and really

Tan impresionante y realmente

Uncomfortable and really confronting all at the same time

Incómodo y realmente confrontado todo al mismo tiempo

wonder I wonder how and and I'm what I get for me is that I've been avoiding making some of these choices because I knew

Me pregunto cómo y qué es lo que obtengo para mí es que he evitado tomar algunas de estas decisiones porque sabía

Somewhere that I was going to be confronted with choosing these very uncomfortable things

En algún lugar en el que iba a enfrentarme a elegir estas cosas muy incómodas

But as I keep choosing more of me to be more of me. It's getting easier. It's getting a little easier

Pero a medida que elijo más de mí para ser más de mí. Se está volviendo más fácil. Se está volviendo un poco más fácil

It's getting a little easier still really uncomfortable. It's getting a little easier, and I'm not dying

Se está volviendo un poco más fácil aún realmente incómodo. Se está volviendo un poco más fácil, y no me estoy muriendo

Which I think is like the thing it's like oh now. That's gonna kill me right, and I'm not dying. I'm still here and and

Lo cual creo que es así, oh, ahora. Eso me va a matar bien, y no me estoy muriendo. Todavía estoy aquí yy

Yeah, so everywhere you've been avoiding dying by not choosing can we destroy it and create?

Sí, entonces, en todos los lugares donde has estado evitando morir al no elegir, ¿podemos destruirlo y crear?

And you know what's interesting about the high crystal is

Y sabes lo que es interesante sobre el alto cristal es

One of the things that's come up you know for me

Una de las cosas que surgieron, sabes por mí

you know historically with all the change that I've been choosing and

sabes históricamente con todo el cambio que he estado eligiendo y

No more recently is am I actually willing to let go you know to actually led my own life die

No más recientemente, ¿estoy realmente dispuesto a dejarte saber que realmente llevé a morir mi propia vida?

yeah, a little the way that I have been functioning in the places that I have been choosing from and

sí, un poco la forma en que he estado funcionando en los lugares que he estado eligiendo y

You know choosing pathetic or choosing powerlessness and being like actually that doesn't have to exist in my world anymore

Sabes elegir lo patético o elegir la impotencia y ser como realmente eso ya no tiene que existir en mi mundo

Yeah, I I can actually let it die and actually realize it isn't that site

Sí, realmente puedo dejarlo morir y darme cuenta de que no es ese sitio

It's this its way of being in the world yeah

Es esta su forma de estar en el mundo, sí

Actly totally there's not a footling together is it's actually the aspects of you that you've been asking for you know

En realidad, no hay un pie juntos, en realidad son los aspectos de ti que has estado preguntando.

That are also fooling together as much

Que también están engañando tanto

It wasn't until this moment that I have

No fue hasta este momento que tuve

Really ever looked at it that way

Realmente lo he visto de esa manera

Me neither and actually. I'm really glad you said that because I was just at bathroom this morning, and I was like I

Yo tampoco y en realidad. Estoy muy contento de que hayas dicho eso porque estaba en el baño esta mañana y estaba como si

Was last night and tonight for me have been this

Fue anoche y esta noche para mí ha sido esto

incredibly confronting thing with this this area of life that I haven't chosen to be

Lo increíblemente confrontante con esta área de la vida que no he elegido ser

Like I'm working with somebody now who brings us up in me all the time. She will bulldoze me in a second and

Como si ahora estuviera trabajando con alguien que nos cría en mí todo el tiempo. Ella me aplastará en un segundo y

Up till now I've been trying to manipulate it with doing this pathetic thing

Hasta ahora he estado tratando de manipularlo haciendo esta cosa patética

It's getting its its last night

Se está haciendo su última noche

It got to a point where late as you know I had somebody ask me some questions and like is that working anymore

Llegó a un punto en el que, como saben, alguien me hizo algunas preguntas y eso ya funciona.

And I'm like it's not working. Well. What would you rather choose?

Y me parece que no está funcionando. Bien. ¿Qué preferirías elegir?

I'm like to tell her to fuck off and that she's being a dick

Me gusta decirle que se vaya a la mierda y que está siendo una idiota

so there was just this really matter of fact like energy in my world that I was not choosing to be with her and

así que, en realidad, había una cuestión de hecho, como la energía en mi mundo, de que no estaba eligiendo estar con ella y

So as I looked at that I'm like what is it that I'm afraid will go on if I'm that with her um

Así que mientras miraba eso, me parece qué es lo que me temo que continuará si estoy con ella um

So I just started doing all the insanity lists. You know I'm like well. She won't like me well

Así que empecé a hacer todas las listas de locura. Sabes que estoy bien. Ella no me quiere bien

I'll never be able to work for excess again. Well. It'll destroy our future it will mean

Nunca más podré trabajar por el exceso. Bien. Destruirá nuestro futuro, significará

She's never my friend like all this stuff, and I'm like okay

Ella nunca es mi amiga como todas estas cosas, y yo estoy bien

well, would you be willing to lose all of that to be you and

bueno, ¿estarías dispuesto a perder todo eso para ser tú y

So in today so that choice is now working its way, so I can feel it working its way through my world

Así que en el día de hoy, esa elección está funcionando a su manera, así puedo sentir que funciona a través de mi mundo

It's like all the what I've decided or

Es como todo lo que he decidido o

Ramifications that are actually just the disappearing of an old way of being into this new way of being that

Ramificaciones que en realidad son solo la desaparición de una vieja forma de ser en esta nueva forma de ser que

Is really undefined like I don't actually know how this is going to show up in different

Realmente no está definido como si no supiera cómo se va a mostrar esto en diferentes

Situations it may mean people think I'm more bitchy than I ever I could mean it could mean my worst fears

Situaciones que pueden significar que la gente piensa que soy más perra que nunca. Podría significar que podría significar mis peores temores.

That people think I'm a horrible monster, and it also couldn't mean something totally different

Que la gente piense que soy un monstruo horrible, y tampoco podría significar algo totalmente diferente

And I don't know yet, because I haven't chosen it yet it hasn't shown up yet

Y aún no lo sé, porque aún no lo he elegido, aún no se ha presentado.

I don't have that as a reference point. This is not something that I've ever chosen to be

No tengo eso como punto de referencia. Esto no es algo que haya elegido ser

So I wonder how many of us are

Así que me pregunto cuántos de nosotros somos

Waiting to choose to find a reference point that makes us comfortable so that we know that when we choose this we're going to be

Esperando elegir un punto de referencia que nos haga sentir cómodos para que sepamos que cuando elijamos esto, estaremos

Everything that is all the reference points connection points and stability points holding that in place

Todo lo que son todos los puntos de referencia, puntos de conexión y puntos de estabilidad que lo mantienen en su lugar

Can we destroy and uncreate all that?

¿Podemos destruir y descrear todo eso?

Right wrong good bad pad POC all nine shorts boys and beyonds

Correcto incorrecto bueno malo pad POC los nueve pantalones cortos chicos y beyonds

I have a question before I leave okay, so what if you were really blunt?

Tengo una pregunta antes de irme, así que, ¿y si fueras realmente franco?

And what if you did just say like everything like what makes what what stops you from met?

¿Y qué pasa si acabas de decir como todo lo que hace que lo que te impide conocerte?

It's different every time I would say it's just different every time. I don't know if I can even answer that what stops you

Es diferente cada vez que diría que es diferente cada vez. No sé si puedo responder que lo que te detiene

Well what stops me right now, okay?

Bueno, lo que me detiene en este momento, ¿de acuerdo?

Well because I was something that Gary said he said that uh

Bueno, porque yo era algo que Gary dijo que dijo que eh

The words that you say like I think all the I don't even think about what I say and people sometimes get really insulted

Las palabras que dices como Creo que ni siquiera pienso en lo que digo y las personas a veces se sienten realmente insultadas

Think about it. I'm like. I don't think about what I but I think dairy said something like um

Piénsalo. Soy como. No pienso en lo que yo, pero creo que los lácteos dijeron algo así como um

Yeah, the words that you say will create that energy so you might want to like you know think about where you're creating and then

Sí, las palabras que dices crearán esa energía, por lo que es posible que quieras saber cómo piensas dónde estás creando y luego

Entonces tal vez um

When it comes to people who like for example like come to my place, but they actually really want to like

Cuando se trata de personas a las que les gusta, por ejemplo, les gusta venir a mi casa, pero en realidad realmente quieren que les guste

Sell me something or not even like do an exchange or do any kicking or receiving and there's none of that there

Véndeme algo o ni siquiera como hacer un intercambio o patear o recibir y no hay nada de eso allí

And I do feel like saying all fuck off or like like

Y tengo ganas de decir todo a la mierda o como

Don't like waste my time or why would you come into my place you you know you're you're trying to like

No me gusta perder mi tiempo o por qué vendrías a mi lugar, sabes que estás tratando de que te guste

Something different, or there's something different there. I don't say anything because I'm like well

Algo diferente, o hay algo diferente allí. No digo nada porque estoy bien

Let's just hear this exchange kind of thing and I don't know if that creates more, but I don't really say anything

Escuchemos este tipo de intercambio y no sé si eso crea más, pero realmente no digo nada

Well in any in any exchange and even in mine like first choice will create a word

Bueno, en cualquiera de cualquier intercambio e incluso en el mío como primera opción creará una palabra

Yes, so let's say you say something. You don't say something you're gonna get an awareness from that choices

Sí, entonces digamos que dices algo. No dices algo de lo que vas a tomar conciencia de esas elecciones

Also create your future

También crea tu futuro

so that's something just to know it's like and so like again my awareness around this one person like I

así que es algo para saber que es así y otra vez mi conciencia sobre esta persona como yo

Could not ask any questions and just flip out on her and I will get awareness from that I haven't chosen idea

No pude hacer ninguna pregunta y simplemente voltear sobre ella y me daré cuenta de que no he elegido la idea

But I'll get awareness. I don't know what that will create

Pero tendré conciencia. No sé qué creará eso

I could also look at the situation give myself some space and ask a question of

También podría mirar la situación, darme algo de espacio y hacer una pregunta de

Like what can I say here that will create what I want to have so if it's ease that I want to have with

Como qué puedo decir aquí que creará lo que quiero tener, así que si es fácil lo que quiero tener con

This person you know what can I say here to her that will give me that ease? Oh actually one time?

¿Esta persona que sabes qué puedo decirle aquí que me dé esa tranquilidad? Oh en realidad una vez?

I do say like something happened, and I didn't say anything and

Digo como si algo sucediera, y no dije nada y

I was at an exchange with you guys, and you're well

Estuve en un intercambio con ustedes y ustedes están bien

No, it wasn't you but um he was like well one just say hey

No, no eras tú, pero um él era como uno, solo di oye

say something so I did and the

decir algo, así que hice y el

Like they couldn't hear it like they couldn't

Como si no pudieran escucharlo como si no pudieran

Nothing is going to change even though. I did say something cool. So what awareness did you get from that?

Sin embargo, nada va a cambiar. Dije algo genial. Entonces, ¿qué conciencia obtuviste de eso?

Even though ice yeah even I said something and

Aunque el hielo, sí, incluso dije algo y

What I was able to say something so like that the awareness that I had it was like well

Lo que pude decir algo así fue que la conciencia que tenía era muy buena.

No matter what you say like you could say something very nicely or you can say well

No importa lo que digas, podrías decir algo muy bien o puedes decir bien

And the thing is like this isn't actually conversation about saying something or not saying something

Y es que esto no es en realidad una conversación sobre decir algo o no decir algo

This is actually about what can you be that will create what you desire to have?

En realidad, ¿se trata de qué puede ser que cree lo que desea tener?

So sometimes that means saying something sometimes that means not saying it shows up differently all the time

Entonces, a veces eso significa decir algo, a veces eso significa no decir que aparece de manera diferente todo el tiempo

So this isn't really if we get really linear about this think ago

Así que esto no es realmente si nos ponemos realmente lineales sobre esto.

Well though the right thing to do is to say something and the wrong thing to do is to not say something then we're talking

Bueno, aunque lo correcto es decir algo y lo incorrecto es no decir algo, entonces estamos hablando

about something totally different

sobre algo totalmente diferente

so actually what we're talking about is what can you be that's gonna create what you'd like to have and

así que en realidad de lo que estamos hablando es de qué puedes ser que va a crear lo que te gustaría tener y

As we're being like as you move forward in your life

A medida que avanzamos en tu vida

I don't know how many of you have noticed

No sé cuantos de ustedes han notado

But the demand on you to be different or to be more or to be something you've never chosen before shows up

Pero la demanda de que seas diferente o que seas más o que seas algo que nunca has elegido antes aparece

And that's when it tends to be like oh really like

Y ahí es cuando tiende a ser como oh realmente como

This business that I want to have to have this life that I want to have I now I'm now

Este negocio que quiero tener para tener esta vida que quiero tener ahora estoy ahora

Confronted with this choice set that I get to make of like oh

Enfrentado con este conjunto de opciones que puedo hacer como oh

What can I be to have that what is required to have that what choices can I make to have that?

¿Qué puedo ser para tener eso que se requiere para tener eso? ¿Qué opciones puedo hacer para tener eso?

Well and you know what crystal is interesting

Bueno y sabes que cristal es interesante

One of the reasons, and I've kept my life

Una de las razones, y he mantenido mi vida.

So little is so but I wouldn't actually have to be interfacing with so many people I would be in these different situations

Tan poco es así, pero en realidad no tendría que interactuar con tanta gente que estaría en estas situaciones diferentes

Where I would actually be called a button right deal with somebody

Donde realmente me llamarían un botón trato correcto con alguien

Totally who is using a lot of force or someone who wanted to make me wrong, or I would just keep my life

Totalmente quién está usando mucha fuerza o alguien que quería equivocarme, o simplemente mantendría mi vida

So small that you don't have to deal with people an inch and I could control it and I wouldn't have to deal with people

Tan pequeño que no tienes que tratar con personas ni una pulgada y yo podría controlarlo y no tendría que tratar con personas

So everywhere you've been keeping your life really really tight easily you don't

Entonces, en todos los lugares donde has estado manteniendo tu vida realmente muy apretada, no lo haces

Actually have to choose from the array of energy space and consciousness. Are you actually over?

En realidad, tengo que elegir entre la variedad de espacio de energía y conciencia. ¿De verdad has terminado?

oopsies destroy and uncreate

oopsies destruyen y crean

Remember I'm gonna dead pod and POC all nine shorts

Recuerda que voy a la vaina muerta y POC los nueve cortos

Boys and beyonds so this is another you know this is another piece

Chicos y beyonds, así que esta es otra, sabes, esta es otra pieza

So we talk about access that we are infinite being we have infinite choice, and we have infinite

Entonces hablamos sobre el acceso de que somos infinitos, tenemos infinitas opciones y tenemos infinitos

Energies that we are aware of so what you're talking about Chris

Energías de las que somos conscientes, entonces, ¿de qué estás hablando Chris?

You're like you know should I should I say fuck off shouldn't and if energy. That's but shall I be an energy

Eres como si supieras si debo decir que no se joda y si la energía. Eso es, pero ¿seré una energía?

That is today actually be an energy

Eso es hoy en realidad ser una energía

That's not in shall I get energy that and we go on and on so often for me. I haven't I haven't been

Eso no está en eso, voy a obtener energía y seguimos y seguimos tan a menudo por mí. No he no he estado

categorizing those particular things with different energies that I am as an infinite being

categorizando esas cosas particulares con diferentes energías que soy como un ser infinito

But we are every single energy and every single choice so everywhere you've also

Pero somos cada energía y cada opción, así que en todas partes también

limiting your choices

limitando tus elecciones

Or limiting your awareness of the choices you have so that you don't actually have to choose

O limitar su conocimiento de las opciones que tiene para que no tenga que elegir

Louie please destroy and I create all that times it gets in yes. I'm getting I'm

Louie por favor destruye y creo todas las veces que entra sí. Estoy consiguiendo estoy

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I'm so glad you said that thing about keeping our life smallest that we don't have to deal with people because I was about that

Estoy tan contento de que hayas dicho eso sobre mantener nuestra vida más pequeña que no tenemos que tratar con personas porque yo era sobre eso

Put words to the oh shit moments. I've been having over the last three weeks

Pon palabras a los momentos de mierda. He estado teniendo durante las últimas tres semanas

I'm like what the fuck have I been choosing like I don't work with all these goddamn important people like they're not

Soy como qué he estado eligiendo, como si no trabajara con todas estas malditas personas importantes como si no fueran

Totally conscious, and what the fuck did I get myself into here?

Totalmente consciente, ¿y en qué coño me metí aquí?

This isn't as easy as I thought it would be like all these oh shit moments of like it was

Esto no es tan fácil como pensé que sería como todos estos momentos de mierda como si fuera

And um in some moments wanting to go back to to my I'm gonna call it my small life, but my life

Y um en algunos momentos con ganas de volver a mi voy a llamarlo mi pequeña vida, pero mi vida

That was simple was like it's me and my fucking bedroom

Eso fue simple, era como si fuera yo y mi maldita habitación

Creating my business with a few people that I hire and get to boss around you know

Crear mi negocio con unas pocas personas que contrato y llego al jefe que conoces

And Here I am in the fray of

Y aquí estoy en la refriega de

creation with like all of these other people that are making that it's

creación con como todas estas otras personas que están haciendo que sea

uncomfortable I have to choose things that I haven't wanted to choose before and I'm just it's confrontive and

incómodo tengo que elegir cosas que no he querido elegir antes y solo soy confrontativo y

There's been so many moments where I've given myself. I've looked at it. I've been like well

Ha habido tantos momentos en los que me he entregado. Lo he mirado. He estado bien

I can choose something different here like I can I can I can go back not that it would be going back

Puedo elegir algo diferente aquí, como puedo, puedo, puedo volver, no es que volvería

But I can I can choose to just to just create my business I can choose this direction I can choose this direction and every

Pero puedo, puedo elegir simplemente crear mi negocio, puedo elegir esta dirección, puedo elegir esta dirección y cada

Time I would look at the energy the space

El tiempo miraría la energía del espacio

That is the choices I'm making right now. It's so extensive, and it's so imagine everything. I've been asking for and

Esas son las elecciones que estoy haciendo ahora. Es tan extenso, y es tan imagínalo todo. He estado pidiendo y

So I so I just keep choosing

Así que sigo eligiendo

I'm is so and that's also something to look at it's like would you be willing to choose what matches that lightness in that space

Soy así y eso también es algo para mirar, es como si estuvieras dispuesto a elegir qué coincide con esa ligereza en ese espacio

That you know is

Que tu sabes es

What is for you no matter if it's like because it is totally undefined and it shows up in very random

Lo que es para ti, no importa si es así porque está totalmente indefinido y aparece de manera muy aleatoria

Unexplainable ways and and when you do keep your life's out small

Formas inexplicables y cuando mantienes tu vida fuera pequeña

And you don't add and add an add then the universe can't contribute in all the ways that it knows it

Y no agrega y agrega un complemento, entonces el universo no puede contribuir de todas las formas en que lo sabe

Can you know like I'm receiving

¿Puedes saber que estoy recibiendo?

things and people in my life that I had no idea even what could ask for just by following the energy just

cosas y personas en mi vida que no tenía ni idea de lo que podría pedir simplemente siguiendo la energía

You know so I have something interesting. Yeah, they just popped up

Sabes que tengo algo interesante. Sí, simplemente aparecieron

so so is Donald Trump actually willing to have a big life I

Entonces, ¿está realmente Donald Trump dispuesto a tener una gran vida?

This is he willing to influence a lot of people

Él está dispuesto a influenciar a mucha gente.

To be energy, that's yes, are you all willing to

Para ser energía, eso es sí, ¿están todos dispuestos a

Destroy and uncreate

Destruye y crea

Yes, good bad. My interest with him. Yeah, because I know for me. It's like I

Sí, bueno, malo. Mi interés con el. Sí, porque lo sé por mí. Es como yo

Haven't been willing to be those energies, and I look at somebody like

No he estado dispuesto a ser esas energías, y miro a alguien como

NewsLink to do whatever no will you do own anti consciousness yes

NewsLink para hacer lo que sea, no harás tu propio anti conciencia sí

Yes, they do destruction. Yes, he does, but he's

Sí, ellos destruyen. Sí, lo hace, pero él es

You know whatever, and I was like yeah. I just miss includes everything and judges nothing consciousness includes all of that

Sabes lo que sea, y yo estaba como si. Simplemente extraño incluye todo y juzga nada, la conciencia incluye todo eso

Exactly are you choosing that like consciousness includes you choosing on consciousness you choosing

Exactamente estás eligiendo que, como la conciencia, incluye elegir sobre la conciencia que eliges

Anti consciousness you choosing so what energy states and consciousness, can we enter body it's fate to be the anti conscious unconscious

Anti conciencia que eliges, entonces, ¿qué estados de energía y conciencia, podemos entrar en el cuerpo? Es el destino ser el inconsciente anti consciente

Evil fucks we truly be and I'll explain that everything that is can we destroy it and create all that

El mal se jode de verdad y seré, y explicaré que todo lo que sea podemos destruirlo y crear todo eso.

We right wrong about papa call interest wasn't it so that didn't have a lot of energy on it

Nos equivocamos sobre el interés de la llamada de papá, ¿no era así que no tenía mucha energía?

But where I was looking at that time it's like there are all of these like the what Melanie was talking about with Donald Trump

Pero donde estaba mirando en ese momento es como si hubiera todo esto como lo que Melanie estaba hablando con Donald Trump

It's like we look at a guy like that. We're like I would never I would never be that

Es como si miramos a un tipo así. Somos como si nunca, nunca sería tan

So where are where are your I would never so what if you are the ones who are on the creative edge?

Entonces, ¿dónde están tus lugares? Nunca lo haría, ¿qué pasaría si ustedes son los que están en el borde creativo?

What if everyone else is actually looking to you to be the demand of you so you know that is actually possible?

¿Qué pasa si todos los demás realmente están buscando que usted sea la demanda de usted para que sepa que eso es realmente posible?

So anything that doesn't allow you to know II perceive and receives

Entonces, cualquier cosa que no te permita saber, yo percibo y recibo

You know what that is and to be able to be the demand of your self and

Sabes qué es eso y poder ser la demanda de ti mismo y

Also the allowance that will allow you to actually choose greater

También la asignación que le permitirá elegir realmente mayor

Well you destroy and uncreate off at times. I gotta say yes. I'm gonna makan anxious

Bueno, a veces destruyes y desacresas. Debo decir que sí. Voy a makan ansioso

Oh

Oh

Does anybody have any questions or anything that's coming up for you. Hey, Shayna I

¿Alguien tiene alguna pregunta o algo que se te ocurra? Hola Shayna I

Lately I realized that I was off for ages

Últimamente me di cuenta de que estaba fuera por años

I would always try and be nice and not really be that bitch because then people might not like me and

Siempre trataría de ser amable y no ser realmente esa perra porque entonces la gente podría no gustarme y

Lately I've had to do that more. I've been choosing that more and I was so sure that

Últimamente he tenido que hacer eso más. He estado eligiendo eso más y estaba tan seguro de que

Being a bitch would create less in my world and it's not like

Ser una perra crearía menos en mi mundo y no es como

If I can't play nice, I was making myself this little graphic designer

Si no puedo jugar bien, me estaba haciendo este pequeño diseñador gráfico

and I stood up for myself and it created more, and then I made more money, and then I

y me defendí y creó más, y luego gané más dinero, y luego

Would yeah well, and I've noticed that too like the morning

Sí, sí, y me di cuenta de que también me gusta la mañana

We've been willing in the last three weeks to just be the Senate because it's not I'm not changing anything outwardly

Hemos estado dispuestos en las últimas tres semanas a ser simplemente el Senado porque no, no estoy cambiando nada externamente

Really with a lot of the stuff and posting on Facebook in fact. I'm posting less of it

Realmente con muchas cosas y publicaciones en Facebook, de hecho. Estoy publicando menos

You know like and I've gotten more requests for private clients. I've gotten more sessions. I've received more money and like in it

Ya sabes y he recibido más solicitudes de clientes privados. He recibido más sesiones. He recibido más dinero y me gusta

It's like it's exponential izing my club my pod is really big. I'm like the only thing

Es como si fuera exponencial en mi club, mi pod es realmente grande. Soy como lo unico

I've changed which this is the thing I want you all is I'm being different. I'm just being different

He cambiado lo que es lo que les quiero a todos es que estoy siendo diferente. Solo estoy siendo diferente

I'm willing to be and its end and find that I'm choosing more every day

Estoy dispuesto a ser y su final y descubrir que elijo más cada día

as I'm in these creation situations like I I just choose heard I

como estoy en estas situaciones de creación como II simplemente elijo oí

have to choose I get run over yeah, so

tengo que elegir me atropellan, sí, así que

It well and Gary talks about a lot

Está bien y Gary habla mucho

It's all he talks about it's like you know how to be calm how to become money how to become money

Es todo de lo que habla, es como si supieras cómo estar tranquilo, cómo ganar dinero, cómo ganar dinero.

Not how to create money. How'd it become money?

No cómo crear dinero. ¿Cómo se convirtió en dinero?

Become money being being being what can I be that will create this with these?

Conviértete en dinero siendo ser ¿qué puedo ser que cree esto con esto?

What can I be what can I be here? What can I do here?

¿Qué puedo ser, qué puedo estar aquí? Que puedo hacer aqui

What can I be here right and of course like we don't get it till you get it?

¿Qué puedo hacer aquí y, por supuesto, como si no lo recibiéramos hasta que tú lo recibas?

And I feel like I still have about that much, but it's like

Y siento que todavía tengo eso, pero es como

In every 10 seconds of like what can I choose? What could it be?

En cada 10 segundos de me gusta, ¿qué puedo elegir? ¿Qué podría ser?

I've got more lately like

Tengo más últimamente como

Every time I'm trying to create money. Just doesn't happen and then I just stopped and I be

Cada vez que intento crear dinero. Simplemente no sucede y luego simplemente me detuve y estaré

Hey, um, could you talk a little bit about the man?

Oye, ¿podrías hablar un poco sobre el hombre?

What would you like to know?

¿Qué te gustaría saber?

How to create how like how do you create more of a demand because like

¿Cómo crear cómo? ¿Cómo creas más demanda porque como

Like it when I was creating things for my business and things that I would like to create in the life of I could create

Me gusta cuando estaba creando cosas para mi negocio y cosas que me gustaría crear en la vida de lo que podría crear

I have played with demand and it's kind of interesting because like I

He jugado con demanda y es algo interesante porque como yo

Like I can get what I would like so how?

Como si pudiera obtener lo que quisiera, ¿cómo?

Do you be more man and like how do you yeah?

¿Eres más hombre y te gusta cómo?

Well, it's interesting to man more money

Bueno, es interesante tener más dinero.

Or business or whatever anything like to create more because I sat there and I was like what I I didn't create for a while

O negocios o lo que sea para crear más porque me senté allí y pensé lo que no creé por un tiempo

Anything I just took like a break and I was like. Oh this is weird

Cualquier cosa que tomé como un descanso y pensé. Oh esto es raro

I'm not creating anything, but what does it take to demand well?

No estoy creando nada, pero ¿qué se necesita para exigir bien?

It's it's that. It's that for me, and I'm curious what how it will come like free Melanie like for me

Es eso. Es eso para mí, y tengo curiosidad por saber cómo será Melanie gratis para mí.

It's that space of like okay? I'm choosing this. I'm having this now. What's it gonna?

Es ese espacio de como bien? Estoy eligiendo esto Estoy teniendo esto ahora. ¿Qué va a pasar?

I mean that it's that energy of like when I post I'll give you a great example of a recent example of like when I

Quiero decir que es esa energía de me gusta cuando publico. Te daré un gran ejemplo de un ejemplo reciente de me gusta cuando publico

Posted my foundation pod. I've had many pods before and I've done my own foundations

Publicado mi pod de fundación. He tenido muchas cápsulas antes y he hecho mis propios cimientos.

They have never grown like this one as soon as I post it in like this pod

Nunca han crecido como este tan pronto como lo publico como este pod

I know I message to everybody I'm like you're coming to this pod right like you're coming

Sé que le envío un mensaje a todos, soy como si vienes a este pod justo como si vienes

it was that energy of like of course you're coming to my house right and of course they were they were flying from Calgary and

era esa energía de, por supuesto, que vienes a mi casa justo y, por supuesto, estaban volando desde Calgary y

Flying from Ontario and fly that wanting to fly from England in Austria

Vuela desde Ontario y vuela con ganas de volar desde Inglaterra en Austria

You know they but it was that energy and like oh, yeah

Sabes, pero fue esa energía y como oh, sí

We're having this you're coming, right?

Estamos teniendo esto que vienes, ¿verdad?

That energy of like there's no way this isn't creating and so anytime that I've chosen anything whether it's like

Esa energía como si no hubiera forma de que esto no esté creando, así que en cualquier momento que haya elegido algo, ya sea

I just got invited to the seven-day, and I you know God has gifted some of it

Me acaban de invitar a los siete días, y sé que Dios ha regalado algo de eso.

And so now if I want to go to that I'm looking at what it would take to create it because I don't currently have

Y ahora, si quiero ir a eso, estoy viendo lo que se necesitaría para crearlo porque actualmente no tengo

The money to go even though, it's a lower price. I don't have it so it's like um

Sin embargo, el dinero para ir es un precio más bajo. No lo tengo así que es como um

So uh yesterday? I was like starting I could feel the excuses coming and I'm like well

Entonces, ¿ayer? Comencé a sentir las excusas y estoy bien

This is fun like I'm actually excusing myself out of choosing this so

Esto es divertido ya que en realidad me estoy excusando de elegir esto, así que

What would it take if I were going to choose it the energy would be oh I'm going to that I wonder what it would

¿Qué se necesitaría si fuera a elegirlo, la energía sería oh, voy a eso, me pregunto qué sería

Take to create this amount of money in this amount of time because I'm going there is no

Tómese para crear esta cantidad de dinero en esta cantidad de tiempo porque voy a ir no hay

There's no room for I'm not going like I'm not playing with demand

No hay espacio para que no vaya como si no estuviera jugando con demanda

I'm actually having it and

En realidad lo estoy teniendo y

That energy of having it is what creates and it creates things

Esa energía de tenerlo es lo que crea y crea cosas

Very differently like it doesn't ever show up the way you think it will but that it's that energy now

De manera muy diferente, no se muestra de la manera que piensas, sino que es esa energía ahora

I walk through the world with and I post with and that I am with them that I just draw it

Camino por el mundo con y publico con y estoy con ellos con los que acabo de dibujar

You know I'm pulling that's a pole of like okay universe show me show me how this is gonna show up because I'm having that

Sabes que estoy tirando, eso es un polo de universo bien, muéstrame muéstrame cómo va a aparecer esto porque estoy teniendo eso

And what are you like how does that show up in your world, Melanie?

¿Y cómo eres, cómo aparece eso en tu mundo, Melanie?

Well, you know you know first of all one of the things like you know wanna

Bueno, sabes que sabes, en primer lugar, una de las cosas que sabes que quieres

Eat that I noticed a lot of people miss identifying. You know demand is a demand of you mm-hm

Eat that I noticed a lot of people miss identifying. You know demand is a demand of you mm-hm

It isn't the end of the universe it isn't a demand for money or your business or anything. It's actually

It isn't the end of the universe it isn't a demand for money or your business or anything. En realidad es

You or your being that demand of you that you choose whatever it takes

You or your being that demand of you that you choose whatever it takes

Then I used up into what may be uncomfortable for you for you to be aware of whatever

Then I used up into what may be uncomfortable for you for you to be aware of whatever

It is actually gonna take to have it and be it and create it

It is actually gonna take to have it and be it and create it

But it's a demand of you and and like you were saying crystal. It's like there is no it

But it's a demand of you and and like you were saying crystal. It's like there is no it

You know it's and or but a billet and women those excuses come up

You know it's and or but a billet and women those excuses come up

It's that energy of demand there goes you know I'm aware that that's there and nothing is gonna

It's that energy of demand there goes you know I'm aware that that's there and nothing is gonna

Stop me because I have Adam Adam II to be everything that I am I for me

Stop me because I have Adam Adam II to be everything that I am I for me

I also have a you know there's been in demand in my world to like I'm not gonna. Judge me so to me

I also have a you know there's been in demand in my world to like I'm not gonna. Judge me so to me

You know to the end is a choice, but it has the energy. That's in it

You know to the end is a choice, but it has the energy. That's in it

I don't this is the correct word. It is, but it's not equivocal. Yeah, you know what I am

I don't this is the correct word. It is, but it's not equivocal. Yeah, you know what I am

I'm gonna choose this I am choosing this

I'm gonna choose this I am choosing this

This is what is gonna be showing up in my life. I don't know how it's gonna happen. I don't know what it's gonna take

This is what is gonna be showing up in my life. I don't know how it's gonna happen. I don't know what it's gonna take

but I have that demand of me does this be in my life and

but I have that demand of me does this be in my life and

What I've done with things that I know like the with the stress. I'm looking at with this class

What I've done with things that I know like the with the stress. I'm looking at with this class

It's like I'm aware that I might not choose to demand this of me like I'm aware that I could choose it

It's like I'm aware that I might not choose to demand this of me like I'm aware that I could choose it

And I'm also aware that I might not and right now

And I'm also aware that I might not and right now

I'm choosing to not choose, but what I'm doing is I'm acknowledging that I'm not like I'm not making excuses about it

I'm choosing to not choose, but what I'm doing is I'm acknowledging that I'm not like I'm not making excuses about it

I'm not giving myself money reasons or anything. I'm just saying going. I'm actually not willing to choose this right now

I'm not giving myself money reasons or anything. I'm just saying going. I'm actually not willing to choose this right now

Cool, what else is possible in the next 10 seconds? I could choose it bang it out

Cool, what else is possible in the next 10 seconds? I could choose it bang it out

Tú sabes que yo

Maybe I want to choose a three days twofer to see how potent I am I wonder you know I wonder when I'll choose it

Maybe I want to choose a three days twofer to see how potent I am I wonder you know I wonder when I'll choose it

But instead of going. I don't have the money for this and finding all the reasons why I can't do it

But instead of going. I don't have the money for this and finding all the reasons why I can't do it

It's just I'm not using it so that's the day that's a gift. You can give yourself with anything

It's just I'm not using it so that's the day that's a gift. You can give yourself with anything

It's like you don't have to make yourself wrong for not demanding or wrong for not anything

It's like you don't have to make yourself wrong for not demanding or wrong for not anything

It's just going oh, I'm just not using that right now. Huh yeah?

It's just going oh, I'm just not using that right now. Huh yeah?

And you know demand is also an energy

And you know demand is also an energy

Mm-hmm you know a lot of people are looking like there's a technique. You know

Mm-hmm you know a lot of people are looking like there's a technique. Ya sabes

There is a particular question that you ask that that then that equals demand and it's actually an energy

There is a particular question that you ask that that then that equals demand and it's actually an energy

They don't have something that you know crystalline, or you know we're not on the call right. Oh, so like this right here. This is

They don't have something that you know crystalline, or you know we're not on the call right. Oh, so like this right here. Esto es

This is the energy of demand I?

This is the energy of demand I?

Am gonna show up on this call today with crystal and everyone else is coming

Am gonna show up on this call today with crystal and everyone else is coming

I'm gonna show up, and I'm gonna be me

I'm gonna show up, and I'm gonna be me

I'm gonna say whatever it is that I'm over up to speak into in that moment

I'm gonna say whatever it is that I'm over up to speak into in that moment

And I'm not gonna shrink myself or hide myself, and I'm actually not gonna be concerned with what anyone else thinks of me

And I'm not gonna shrink myself or hide myself, and I'm actually not gonna be concerned with what anyone else thinks of me

Or if I get it, right?

Or if I get it, right?

Or if I get her wrong and we had a choice with this call we had one person technically registered

Or if I get her wrong and we had a choice with this call we had one person technically registered

And we hadn't promoted it at all it was like okay

And we hadn't promoted it at all it was like okay

We could cancel this and refund the money or we could create something else and she's like oh hey

We could cancel this and refund the money or we could create something else and she's like oh hey

What if we do this, and I'm like yeah, let's do it

What if we do this, and I'm like yeah, let's do it

So we posted it an hour before and look you guys are all here, so

So we posted it an hour before and look you guys are all here, so

It's just a choice all of it's just a choice, and it wasn't significant whether we cancel it or chose something different

It's just a choice all of it's just a choice, and it wasn't significant whether we cancel it or chose something different

But with this choice we created something different cool. I wonder what it can show up now

But with this choice we created something different cool. I wonder what it can show up now

What if your whole life was like that what if there was no significance to anything any of your choices

What if your whole life was like that what if there was no significance to anything any of your choices

It's just oh I've got that choice or about that choice that one's funner. Let's choose that I wonder what can show up now

It's just oh I've got that choice or about that choice that one's funner. Let's choose that I wonder what can show up now

Absolutely, and you know I would have yeah one of the tools that I would say spend the most like helpful for me is interesting

Absolutely, and you know I would have yeah one of the tools that I would say spend the most like helpful for me is interesting

for one of you that I have

for one of you that I have

You know with a space like falling together shows up like you think it's gonna shut down ever

You know with a space like falling together shows up like you think it's gonna shut down ever

Ever ever ever and it doesn't always look like it's gonna be awesome as you're moving to it

Ever ever ever and it doesn't always look like it's gonna be awesome as you're moving to it

Sometimes it appears to not be going well at all

Sometimes it appears to not be going well at all

Right it's like cool interesting point of view that I have an opponent kill interesting point of view that I have that point of view

Right it's like cool interesting point of view that I have an opponent kill interesting point of view that I have that point of view

Because every point of view and then I've been trying to insert into the space creates a solidification

Because every point of view and then I've been trying to insert into the space creates a solidification

Right so how many of you are actually avoiding space

Right so how many of you are actually avoiding space

Nobody on this call

Nobody on this call

Why would you avoid space space is so light and you like heavy heavy, and dense are way more fun

Why would you avoid space space is so light and you like heavy heavy, and dense are way more fun

Well, I'm you know there are so many times when there's this point of view that if it isn't sullen that it isn't real yes

Well, I'm you know there are so many times when there's this point of view that if it isn't sullen that it isn't real yes

How many of you are looking for something solid and real to know what does she use when did she and how to choose?

How many of you are looking for something solid and real to know what does she use when did she and how to choose?

rather than a spaciousness of

rather than a spaciousness of

choosing from interesting point of view and

choosing from interesting point of view and

Everything that brings up our let's do own times and we get a strip and I created oh

Everything that brings up our let's do own times and we get a strip and I created oh

Oh, yes right wrong, and what ibaka my interest boys and beyonds

Oh, yes right wrong, and what ibaka my interest boys and beyonds

So so do you guys notice the space

So so do you guys notice the space

So what would it be like to actually do you know expand your awareness like expand your zone of awareness ouch?

So what would it be like to actually do you know expand your awareness like expand your zone of awareness ouch?

So there you can actually proceed the energy space and consciousness available in these ten seconds

So there you can actually proceed the energy space and consciousness available in these ten seconds

Notice where you wanna stop yourself or notice we're in Mecca uncomfortable and would have huge s for a gentle with you

Notice where you wanna stop yourself or notice we're in Mecca uncomfortable and would have huge s for a gentle with you

And you just you know push down those barriers are drop those barriers and just add yourself to perceive Inge you and lean in

And you just you know push down those barriers are drop those barriers and just add yourself to perceive Inge you and lean in

even more on that space

even more on that space

And risk where it seems like there might be nothing and then as you notice that gosh it seems like there's nothing

And risk where it seems like there might be nothing and then as you notice that gosh it seems like there's nothing

Maybe I asked what am I aware of here?

Maybe I asked what am I aware of here?

So what would it be like to be swell out of control do you actually could choose from a space of?

So what would it be like to be swell out of control do you actually could choose from a space of?

Possibility rather than a solidity of this reality's version of possibility

Possibility rather than a solidity of this reality's version of possibility

Everything that doesn't allow that way in Australia and created him right wrong good bad. POC all 9 shorts boys and beyonds and that last

Everything that doesn't allow that way in Australia and created him right wrong good bad. POC all 9 shorts boys and beyonds and that last

30 minutes however long that was it's a great example of me choosing to be aware nothing was coming out of my mouth I

30 minutes however long that was it's a great example of me choosing to be aware nothing was coming out of my mouth I

Could have forced something to come out of my mouth, I'm on a call or something should be coming out of my mouth

Could have forced something to come out of my mouth, I'm on a call or something should be coming out of my mouth

I'm like nothing's coming out of my mouth. I'm gonna just sit here

I'm like nothing's coming out of my mouth. I'm gonna just sit here

and then Melanie says what and then I and then and then

and then Melanie says what and then I and then and then

What if you were willing to live your life like that where it's like I

What if you were willing to live your life like that where it's like I

Can't actually move forward in this area right now. I wonder where I can move forward. I wonder. What wants to show up

Can't actually move forward in this area right now. I wonder where I can move forward. Me pregunto. What wants to show up

And the more I've been willing to be that out of control because that's not defined

And the more I've been willing to be that out of control because that's not defined

That's not planned. We didn't write out our speech for this call

That's not planned. We didn't write out our speech for this call

I think that's just really the willingness to be aware of every ten seconds of this hmm. There's a mmm here

I think that's just really the willingness to be aware of every ten seconds of this hmm. There's a mmm here

It's not me making myself wrong. It's just an awareness just a choice than just another choice than an awareness than another choice

It's not me making myself wrong. It's just an awareness just a choice than just another choice than an awareness than another choice

So would introduce face and consciousness, can we in our bodies be to be as aware as we truly be

So would introduce face and consciousness, can we in our bodies be to be as aware as we truly be

And everything that doesn't allow that can we know strain and create at all

And everything that doesn't allow that can we know strain and create at all

We're rowing about pop off my lantern smooth and beyonds

We're rowing about pop off my lantern smooth and beyonds

And Ananda said here as a child

And Ananda said here as a child

I was told I was a waste of space so bought that I'm not allowed to be the true expansiveness, maybe yeah

I was told I was a waste of space so bought that I'm not allowed to be the true expansiveness, maybe yeah

So everything that is can we just tryna create on that right where I give my pump. I'll call my insurance pose immunes

So everything that is can we just tryna create on that right where I give my pump. I'll call my insurance pose immunes

And I know for me like what a lot of what's unraveling

And I know for me like what a lot of what's unraveling

With this whole order and chaos thing is all of the ways that I've ordered my world and I really freely

With this whole order and chaos thing is all of the ways that I've ordered my world and I really freely

Really, thought I didn't do that that much

Really, thought I didn't do that that much

But that's it everything's the officer what it appears to me because it appears that I do it a lot

But that's it everything's the officer what it appears to me because it appears that I do it a lot

And that's been really cool to look at really uncomfortable and really cool because I'm like wow I try to order my business I try

And that's been really cool to look at really uncomfortable and really cool because I'm like wow I try to order my business I try

To order the steps of my business I try to order the steps of my relationships. I try to order my life

To order the steps of my business I try to order the steps of my relationships. I try to order my life

I tried to an order is different than organization

I tried to an order is different than organization

Organization is where in your kitchen you organize it in a way that supports the chaos that you are when you enter the kitchen

Organization is where in your kitchen you organize it in a way that supports the chaos that you are when you enter the kitchen

You know where the colander is right where you can grab it and the spoons are right up here

You know where the colander is right where you can grab it and the spoons are right up here

And the knives are right there because you know yourself

And the knives are right there because you know yourself

And if they're not an easy reach you're gonna be you just gonna say fuck it and believe the project in the middle cuz you

And if they're not an easy reach you're gonna be you just gonna say fuck it and believe the project in the middle cuz you

Can't find the fucking knife from the cutting board, right?

Can't find the fucking knife from the cutting board, right?

So you organize your kitchen or your art supplies or your?

So you organize your kitchen or your art supplies or your?

Your office in a way where everything's an easy reach so that it can support the chaos that is creation

Your office in a way where everything's an easy reach so that it can support the chaos that is creation

So that's really different than ordering it

So that's really different than ordering it

Ordering it is this control of like okay?

Ordering it is this control of like okay?

So I have this call I want to do so I'm going to do this step

So I have this call I want to do so I'm going to do this step

And do this step and do this if I'm not actually asking any questions of like wow what does this want to be?

And do this step and do this if I'm not actually asking any questions of like wow what does this want to be?

When does it want to be who wants to be involved am I aware of the future?

When does it want to be who wants to be involved am I aware of the future?

You know all these questions that actually allow you to have awareness of what this thing is and create from that

You know all these questions that actually allow you to have awareness of what this thing is and create from that

space instead of the order

space instead of the order

Of what you've decided should be or that you've done before reference points from the past all of those things are order

Of what you've decided should be or that you've done before reference points from the past all of those things are order

so what have you made so vital valuable and real about the order of a

so what have you made so vital valuable and real about the order of a

Conventional life and living that keeps you from the chaos that could truly create it

Conventional life and living that keeps you from the chaos that could truly create it

Then everything that is we straighten and create all that right round goodbye papa. Call my insurance boys and beyonds

Then everything that is we straighten and create all that right round goodbye papa. Call my insurance boys and beyonds

Could you run that again Christopher?

Could you run that again Christopher?

what have you made so vital valuable and regal about the order of a

what have you made so vital valuable and regal about the order of a

Conventional life and living it keeps you from the chaos that could create it

Conventional life and living it keeps you from the chaos that could create it

And everything that is when you destroy it and create all that

And everything that is when you destroy it and create all that

Right wrong good bad. Pok pok all nine shorts boys and beyonds

Right wrong good bad. Pok pok all nine shorts boys and beyonds

And you know what what another was saying, you know. I'm not being told she was a waste of space

And you know what what another was saying, you know. I'm not being told she was a waste of space

And so she about that she wasn't allowed to be the expense how many

And so she about that she wasn't allowed to be the expense how many

You know people all how many adults in our life, and how much of you know this reality has

You know people all how many adults in our life, and how much of you know this reality has

attempted at ordering you and the

attempted at ordering you and the

Creative chaos that you actually are as an infinity

Creative chaos that you actually are as an infinity

So everywhere you've you bought into the like is no I can actually order you

So everywhere you've you bought into the like is no I can actually order you

Read they can take a little I to you they can protect

Read they can take a little I to you they can protect

You know try to convince you that it's true

You know try to convince you that it's true

And the only thing that actually makes it true is when you buy that lie so how many lies are you buying?

And the only thing that actually makes it true is when you buy that lie so how many lies are you buying?

They're ordering you and not allow you to me the space and the expansiveness and the chaos that you truly keep

They're ordering you and not allow you to me the space and the expansiveness and the chaos that you truly keep

Everything that is time the gods, and will you destroy and uncreate it yes?

Everything that is time the gods, and will you destroy and uncreate it yes?

Good and bad pod and POC all nine shorts boys and one of the things I noticed from me

Good and bad pod and POC all nine shorts boys and one of the things I noticed from me

Is that I was literally inviting people into my life who would order me because I had the point of view that I needed to

Is that I was literally inviting people into my life who would order me because I had the point of view that I needed to

You know so what have you made so vital valuable and real

You know so what have you made so vital valuable and real

Amount the necessity of order that never allows you to have the freedom and the creative chaos

Amount the necessity of order that never allows you to have the freedom and the creative chaos

That is actually available for you to be cheese

That is actually available for you to be cheese

In everything that is time the God's land. Will you destroy and uncreate it? Yes, right?

In everything that is time the God's land. Will you destroy and uncreate it? ¿Si claro?

I'm gonna add pod and POC all my interest with yes, and can we do some like one tooth is

I'm gonna add pod and POC all my interest with yes, and can we do some like one tooth is

my destroy and uncreate

my destroy and uncreate

The order nut has literally been like put on the chaos of you

The order nut has literally been like put on the chaos of you

That would actually I had to eat this faithful falling together that you know is actually possible

That would actually I had to eat this faithful falling together that you know is actually possible

One two three three, that's what we're one two three four wow

One two three three, that's what we're one two three four wow

We're in all five all the algorithms

We're in all five all the algorithms

One two three four five and two three four five

One two three four five and two three four five

Y

for anybody who's watching or listening to this that doesn't know access consciousness the the three is the four is the five so sixes and

for anybody who's watching or listening to this that doesn't know access consciousness the the three is the four is the five so sixes and

The eights are these energetic

The eights are these energetic

explosions that

explosions that

Create and open up different things

Create and open up different things

They are weird and and not at all they're undefined

They are weird and and not at all they're undefined

Changed and they work

Changed and they work

One of the things that Dane talked about in some of his classes is like doo doo ten one two threes and one two three

One of the things that Dane talked about in some of his classes is like doo doo ten one two threes and one two three

fours in the morning before you

fours in the morning before you

go out and face your day and do ten one two three and one two three four at night before you go to bed and

go out and face your day and do ten one two three and one two three four at night before you go to bed and

See what changes and shifts for you, and that's this whole chaos

See what changes and shifts for you, and that's this whole chaos

Conversation of like you know we are actually we functions so much better

Conversation of like you know we are actually we functions so much better

I comment when this conversation is started rolling out did anybody notice more ease in your body and

I comment when this conversation is started rolling out did anybody notice more ease in your body and

Simultaneously more discomfort did anybody have of that

Simultaneously more discomfort did anybody have of that

It was like when I heard chaos. I was like ah

It was like when I heard chaos. I was like ah

That's so great, and then I started applying it. I'm like. Oh, that's how I got your goal

That's so great, and then I started applying it. I'm like. Oh, that's how I got your goal

There's two things going on at the same time like all the order breaking apart and then all the chaos

There's two things going on at the same time like all the order breaking apart and then all the chaos

It's actually the ease of you like if we were functioning as infinite beings as horses

It's actually the ease of you like if we were functioning as infinite beings as horses

We're gonna just be aware of you would respond and we would choose and we would be and that would be and we eat our

We're gonna just be aware of you would respond and we would choose and we would be and that would be and we eat our

Dress and then we'd walk

Dress and then we'd walk

and then we'd poop and then we you know create a thing and then do a thing and then do it and

and then we'd poop and then we you know create a thing and then do a thing and then do it and

With no point of view and instead we're like created this whole system of being in the world

With no point of view and instead we're like created this whole system of being in the world

That's like gotta be a certain way so

That's like gotta be a certain way so

All the created systems of order that are keeping you from choosing to be the chaos you truly be can we destroy it and create

All the created systems of order that are keeping you from choosing to be the chaos you truly be can we destroy it and create

Right wrong, and I pop I'll call insurance poison you

Right wrong, and I pop I'll call insurance poison you

Okay, everybody's like doesn t have anything any questions

Okay, everybody's like doesn t have anything any questions

You know and I had wonder it's like you know even on a call like this sometimes. There's a discomfort with

You know and I had wonder it's like you know even on a call like this sometimes. There's a discomfort with

Just this case without any knocking, so I'm this I'd be kind of weird

Just this case without any knocking, so I'm this I'd be kind of weird

But what would it be like like if you have a question to ask? What would it be like to be here for 30 seconds?

But what would it be like like if you have a question to ask? What would it be like to be here for 30 seconds?

like what space have we actually created that we can be rough that we wouldn't normally allow ourselves to actually pause and be aware of

like what space have we actually created that we can be rough that we wouldn't normally allow ourselves to actually pause and be aware of

Yeah yesterday I was having a bit of a moment

Yeah yesterday I was having a bit of a moment

y

I was letting myself get right into it so I went outside and I liked which myself outside to take a walk

I was letting myself get right into it so I went outside and I liked which myself outside to take a walk

I was crying and

I was crying and

knowing what I was choosing and I went outside and I walked around the

knowing what I was choosing and I went outside and I walked around the

Second floor and our building has this sort of circular thing right next to the gym and nobody's usually out of there excited

Second floor and our building has this sort of circular thing right next to the gym and nobody's usually out of there excited

I want to see any people so I was what kind of

I want to see any people so I was what kind of

my country music in my ears

my country music in my ears

And you know like having a good cry and the instant I let myself be outside what I was planning on doing was getting

And you know like having a good cry and the instant I let myself be outside what I was planning on doing was getting

And I was ready to choose it and I was in it and then I got outside and I got this air on my skin

And I was ready to choose it and I was in it and then I got outside and I got this air on my skin

And I was breathing in all this beautiful vancouver after rain freshness, and it was in like three minutes it had changed

And I was breathing in all this beautiful vancouver after rain freshness, and it was in like three minutes it had changed

Gosh darn it. I was really hoping

Gosh darn it. I was really hoping

You know and I actually could have kept choosing it

You know and I actually could have kept choosing it

That's what I was aware of as I could have kept choosing the drama

That's what I was aware of as I could have kept choosing the drama

I could have like gotten ready to the music and kept crying and what I chosen Somerset to let the

I could have like gotten ready to the music and kept crying and what I chosen Somerset to let the

molecules in the air and the trees to

molecules in the air and the trees to

contribute to me and

contribute to me and

To change it instead

To change it instead

Of like making it solid and making it stay which is what I'd already decided I was gonna

Of like making it solid and making it stay which is what I'd already decided I was gonna

Do I was like oh it can change now, and then it changed and was in like three minutes?

Do I was like oh it can change now, and then it changed and was in like three minutes?

I was going back inside and I was better and I was doing whatever I was doing after that

I was going back inside and I was better and I was doing whatever I was doing after that

But I noticed that so much because I so very many times don't choose to let other things contribute to me

But I noticed that so much because I so very many times don't choose to let other things contribute to me

I don't choose to let somebody else change

I don't choose to let somebody else change

Change a moment for me contribute some a different energy into my world

Change a moment for me contribute some a different energy into my world

I choose to stay this moment in this insanity this insanity is my insanity. I'm Katie doesn't sanity you can't change my mind

I choose to stay this moment in this insanity this insanity is my insanity. I'm Katie doesn't sanity you can't change my mind

I'm unhappy I'm praying about it. I got you know. It's not always crying but sometimes

I'm unhappy I'm praying about it. I got you know. It's not always crying but sometimes

It's like business insanity or money in Cindy or whatever that track. I'm running on and I'm going I'm a minute you know

It's like business insanity or money in Cindy or whatever that track. I'm running on and I'm going I'm a minute you know

Instead of going west what I choose to confuse this

Instead of going west what I choose to confuse this

Who can I talk to know what's - ask me two questions?

Who can I talk to know what's - ask me two questions?

That'll change it. What what could I take what other thing could I choose that would change this

That'll change it. What what could I take what other thing could I choose that would change this

So happy that you brought that up restore oh

So happy that you brought that up restore oh

My goodness I was like well. Yeah, we could actually talk about things that we that we do that actually

My goodness I was like well. Yeah, we could actually talk about things that we that we do that actually

Shift and they and when we start to lose that sense of space what can we actually choose to have it again, and that is?

Shift and they and when we start to lose that sense of space what can we actually choose to have it again, and that is?

Such a cute piece is that and that's really new for me in the conversations that you and I are having when I was in

Such a cute piece is that and that's really new for me in the conversations that you and I are having when I was in

You're talking about like building a team and adding people and people could contribute to calls that I have and contribute to my business

You're talking about like building a team and adding people and people could contribute to calls that I have and contribute to my business

Well, I was like wow I'm refusing contribution

Well, I was like wow I'm refusing contribution

So

Stepping out into nature and allowing nature to contribute, but keep them bigger than them

Stepping out into nature and allowing nature to contribute, but keep them bigger than them

But if we actually allow the universe to contribute to us

But if we actually allow the universe to contribute to us

What if every single molecule in the universe is actually rooting free in it it has your back and is?

What if every single molecule in the universe is actually rooting free in it it has your back and is?

24/7 and that there are the you know people all around the world there's always somebody up

24/7 and that there are the you know people all around the world there's always somebody up

To ask a question or

To ask a question or

Being willing to to ask for someone that contributes you so how many of you have the point of view?

Being willing to to ask for someone that contributes you so how many of you have the point of view?

well and that you're not actually worthwhile enough to be contributed to

well and that you're not actually worthwhile enough to be contributed to

Distrain and create an office

Distrain and create an office

I had the point of view I was like

I had the point of view I was like

But this is Sicilian so stupid and everyone else is so far ahead of

But this is Sicilian so stupid and everyone else is so far ahead of

Everyone else is so much more conscious people probably don't get locked up with this stuff at all. I'm a facility certified facilitator

Everyone else is so much more conscious people probably don't get locked up with this stuff at all. I'm a facility certified facilitator

I'm not supposed to have this stuff

I'm not supposed to have this stuff

That's coming up blah blah blah

That's coming up blah blah blah

And it turns out that none of its ever true in almost every single time that I've ever reached out to anyone you're like

And it turns out that none of its ever true in almost every single time that I've ever reached out to anyone you're like

I'm so grateful that you called I've been having something similar, or I just went through this

I'm so grateful that you called I've been having something similar, or I just went through this

Recently and anytime anyone has ever reached out to me

Recently and anytime anyone has ever reached out to me

It's always in every single time and a huge contribution to mend I have to

It's always in every single time and a huge contribution to mend I have to

Get the honor and the privilege and the the gift of contributing to some

Get the honor and the privilege and the the gift of contributing to some

Well the other thing a piece of that that I'm still getting over and over is that I'm aware

Well the other thing a piece of that that I'm still getting over and over is that I'm aware

So this thing that I think is mine that feels so real is actually probably 2.3 million other people's

So this thing that I think is mine that feels so real is actually probably 2.3 million other people's

so

I often think of for myself so we have this new tool that we're using an access now called who does it belong to?

I often think of for myself so we have this new tool that we're using an access now called who does it belong to?

Dane just rolled it out the other day. He started using it himself

Dane just rolled it out the other day. He started using it himself

So good so the thing is like when you're dealing with somebody something that feels so fucking real and true for you

So good so the thing is like when you're dealing with somebody something that feels so fucking real and true for you

And you do reach out to somebody else and that contributes to them

And you do reach out to somebody else and that contributes to them

It's very likely

It's very likely

They're not only dealing with it, too

They're not only dealing with it, too

But the fact that they can ask you questions about it is going to contribute to their life because they're like oh yeah

But the fact that they can ask you questions about it is going to contribute to their life because they're like oh yeah

I'm being insane too, but yes, I'll ask you questions and

I'm being insane too, but yes, I'll ask you questions and

And then that changes you know that space for everybody else as well. We're so aware

And then that changes you know that space for everybody else as well. We're so aware

So what faster dilation of your awareness are you using to create the?

So what faster dilation of your awareness are you using to create the?

Unworthiness you're choosing and everything that

Unworthiness you're choosing and everything that

Yeah, that's so yeah, you know it's so funny. It isn't some

Yeah, that's so yeah, you know it's so funny. It isn't some

Something that I've been avoiding for a long time is to actually allow things to get messy

Something that I've been avoiding for a long time is to actually allow things to get messy

I was like no and they that was some of the orders that I was bringing into my life rather than allowing

I was like no and they that was some of the orders that I was bringing into my life rather than allowing

The cast that can give it seems you know it seems messy. I wasn't allowed to be perceived as messy

The cast that can give it seems you know it seems messy. I wasn't allowed to be perceived as messy

I wanted to look like I had everything together

I wanted to look like I had everything together

Not even exactly sure what my point is

Not even exactly sure what my point is

Well I know for me

Well I know for me

That's been showing it like I really thought I was like the queen of the hot mess cuz I was like so good at being

That's been showing it like I really thought I was like the queen of the hot mess cuz I was like so good at being

Out there with all my shit, and I'm like I'm a hot mess and everybody knows it

Out there with all my shit, and I'm like I'm a hot mess and everybody knows it

But as I kept going I realized that I'm doing hot mess. I I am vulnerable in some areas, but there were these really tender

But as I kept going I realized that I'm doing hot mess. II am vulnerable in some areas, but there were these really tender

Protected areas of my life that I wasn't even willing to show myself of like well. It's fine

Protected areas of my life that I wasn't even willing to show myself of like well. Está bien

If I'm a hot mess dealing with emotions, or it's fine, if I'm a hot mess dealing with relationship stuff

If I'm a hot mess dealing with emotions, or it's fine, if I'm a hot mess dealing with relationship stuff

But what's not fine is for me to eat no myself that I actually don't believe I

But what's not fine is for me to eat no myself that I actually don't believe I

Don't believe in energy

Don't believe in energy

Let's just so put that went out there like I just have been I just thought came up the other day

Let's just so put that went out there like I just have been I just thought came up the other day

I'm like I only got believe in this energy stuff. I'm a fucking certified facilitator. I talked about following the energy

I'm like I only got believe in this energy stuff. I'm a fucking certified facilitator. I talked about following the energy

You don't say that shit, right?

You don't say that shit, right?

And until I was actually willing to let that come out of my mouth and acknowledge that that was something

And until I was actually willing to let that come out of my mouth and acknowledge that that was something

I had running in me it couldn't change

I had running in me it couldn't change

There's been a number of other things lately of like

There's been a number of other things lately of like

Believing I have to do everything myself, and then if you asked me to do it

Believing I have to do everything myself, and then if you asked me to do it

I've got to get it done myself, and if you talk to me about that

I've got to get it done myself, and if you talk to me about that

I've got to be defensive because it's like back off

I've got to be defensive because it's like back off

I got this right like so there's this whole program running of like I have to do everything myself

I got this right like so there's this whole program running of like I have to do everything myself

I have to do everything myself

I have to do everything myself

And I'm sure there's even stuff from and underneath that but like stuff like that where it's like that stuff feels so

And I'm sure there's even stuff from and underneath that but like stuff like that where it's like that stuff feels so

protected that I haven't even seen it until I've gotten out there started choosing and it's come up and

protected that I haven't even seen it until I've gotten out there started choosing and it's come up and

That's been really vulnerable to look at because in my world it means I'm looking at like the core of my value on the planet

That's been really vulnerable to look at because in my world it means I'm looking at like the core of my value on the planet

like what makes me valuable as a person is my

like what makes me valuable as a person is my

points of view about these particular things you know so those have been like

points of view about these particular things you know so those have been like

You know I can't be a hot mess about those. I can't even bring those up because of what I've decided they mean about me

You know I can't be a hot mess about those. I can't even bring those up because of what I've decided they mean about me

So everything that is can we just drain and create all that?

So everything that is can we just drain and create all that?

Right wrong good bad pile insurance boys and beyonds like what have you made meaningful?

Right wrong good bad pile insurance boys and beyonds like what have you made meaningful?

About you that doesn't mean anything about you that if you are willing to look at claim own and acknowledge and bring into the light

About you that doesn't mean anything about you that if you are willing to look at claim own and acknowledge and bring into the light

Of day light would actually mean freedom for you

Of day light would actually mean freedom for you

And everything that is can we just reign and create all that weird I'll call insurance

And everything that is can we just reign and create all that weird I'll call insurance

Wowsers, yep does anybody have a comment or a question

Wowsers, yep does anybody have a comment or a question

were just you know and

were just you know and

I

yo

Have a question yeah

Have a question yeah

I recently got to the space where I realized I was playing everybody else's and their realities in terms of what to do with myself

I recently got to the space where I realized I was playing everybody else's and their realities in terms of what to do with myself

And I figured out like what my thing is what my lane?

And I figured out like what my thing is what my lane?

Is if that is a thing and I chose it and I got big and I chosen I got big and I chose it

Is if that is a thing and I chose it and I got big and I chosen I got big and I chose it

disappeared and I can't find it and

disappeared and I can't find it and

I'm making myself wrong about it like was I wrong cool. Can I stop you right? I stop you right there. Yeah

I'm making myself wrong about it like was I wrong cool. Can I stop you right? I stop you right there. Sí

So one of the things that goes on is you're choosing

So one of the things that goes on is you're choosing

These energies that you know are in the very beginning as you're choosing them. They're new and uncomfortable. It's like you

These energies that you know are in the very beginning as you're choosing them. They're new and uncomfortable. It's like you

Can you can kind of feel it right?

Can you can kind of feel it right?

It's like wow right like you can feel it in your body and it's sort of uncomfortable

It's like wow right like you can feel it in your body and it's sort of uncomfortable

And then you keep choosing it you keep choosing it

And then you keep choosing it you keep choosing it

And then you can't feel it anymore what we tend to do is we we think it's disappeared

And then you can't feel it anymore what we tend to do is we we think it's disappeared

But the thing is you can't feel something you be

But the thing is you can't feel something you be

You can't feel something you be so truth. Are you being the energies that you were choosing?

You can't feel something you be so truth. Are you being the energies that you were choosing?

Oh

Oh

So now you're just okay like yes, no, okay?

So now you're just okay like yes, no, okay?

Well what I would invite all of you guys to look at with any of you've got going on around

Well what I would invite all of you guys to look at with any of you've got going on around

This is all the decisions judgments computations and conclusions that you've made about this already. Can we destroy it and create all that?

This is all the decisions judgments computations and conclusions that you've made about this already. Can we destroy it and create all that?

All nine shorts boys me on so let's just say like like with me right in this last two weeks

All nine shorts boys me on so let's just say like like with me right in this last two weeks

It's been really intense now. I'm being more in this ten seconds if I and now right now. I sort of still feel it

It's been really intense now. I'm being more in this ten seconds if I and now right now. I sort of still feel it

It's sort of uncomfortable

It's sort of uncomfortable

But I get cuz I've been doing this for a while like it's gonna melt into just what I'm being

But I get cuz I've been doing this for a while like it's gonna melt into just what I'm being

You know I'm not even gonna think about it anymore

You know I'm not even gonna think about it anymore

So I could make that really significant and try to hold on to that sensation or I can just keep going okay now what?

So I could make that really significant and try to hold on to that sensation or I can just keep going okay now what?

Now it can I be now what can I choose now?

Now it can I be now what can I choose now?

What else can I choose?

What else can I choose?

so is there is there anywhere in any of your worlds where you've made you've created a bar and like because this is where you

so is there is there anywhere in any of your worlds where you've made you've created a bar and like because this is where you

Could never get to you'd never and then you got there and now you're like

Could never get to you'd never and then you got there and now you're like

Bueno ahora que?

So anything that is can we destroy it and create all that

So anything that is can we destroy it and create all that

Right rohnke. Oh yeah. Oh my insurance boys man cool, and so what's what's what's there for you

Right rohnke. Oh si. Oh my insurance boys man cool, and so what's what's what's there for you

Are you confused right now, so I?

Are you confused right now, so I?

Mean II like you said, I thought I would never get there and I get that what you're saying makes sense

Mean II like you said, I thought I would never get there and I get that what you're saying makes sense

But it's like okay if I'm being that then exactly what you said now what right so now

But it's like okay if I'm being that then exactly what you said now what right so now

I can we can you type in well yeah?

I can we can you type in well yeah?

It's it's and this is that this is the creation of your this is the creation of your life like we've spent so much time

It's it's and this is that this is the creation of your this is the creation of your life like we've spent so much time

surviving our life

surviving our life

That that's been so time-consuming that it's like we get to this creation pieces, and you actually we don't I feel like anyway, Melanie

That that's been so time-consuming that it's like we get to this creation pieces, and you actually we don't I feel like anyway, Melanie

I'm curious about we say but like I didn't have the creation muscles in place like I didn't know how to keep creating I

I'm curious about we say but like I didn't have the creation muscles in place like I didn't know how to keep creating I

knew how to keep surviving and

knew how to keep surviving and

combating and that kind of stuff so that could for me the creation muscle has been something to -

combating and that kind of stuff so that could for me the creation muscle has been something to -

It's been a muscle to grow egg in so just keep choosing right of like okay?

It's been a muscle to grow egg in so just keep choosing right of like okay?

So I got here well now. What well now what can I create you know like if I had a billion dollars?

So I got here well now. What well now what can I create you know like if I had a billion dollars?

What would I choose if I what questions can I ask to expand my awareness of what's possible?

What would I choose if I what questions can I ask to expand my awareness of what's possible?

That would inspire me to choose more to choose whatever that more is for me

That would inspire me to choose more to choose whatever that more is for me

Yeah creation is a really interest been it always been a really interesting topic for me because I had the point of view for most

Yeah creation is a really interest been it always been a really interesting topic for me because I had the point of view for most

Of my life that I that I can't create. I'm I'm not a career. I actually am really

Of my life that I that I can't create. I'm I'm not a career. I actually am really

Bad at creating really bad

Bad at creating really bad

But I had so many points of views that were completely

But I had so many points of views that were completely

Misidentified and I was making creations and something based on this reality not what I actually know about creation

Misidentified and I was making creations and something based on this reality not what I actually know about creation

So what have you what have you made creation that it isn't and what is creation that?

So what have you what have you made creation that it isn't and what is creation that?

You haven't allowed yourself to totally be aware of yet

You haven't allowed yourself to totally be aware of yet

Do everything that is and doesn't allow you to no be perceive and receive what it is that you?

Do everything that is and doesn't allow you to no be perceive and receive what it is that you?

Know about creating and what it is that you would actually?

Know about creating and what it is that you would actually?

Really love to create each. Will you just written create all?

Really love to create each. Will you just written create all?

And pod and POC all nine shorts boys and beyonds so for me

And pod and POC all nine shorts boys and beyonds so for me

There's also been this point where I would create something on I'd be like cool. I'm done

There's also been this point where I would create something on I'd be like cool. He terminado

Hearing it on the end of that sentence, and I felt like well

Hearing it on the end of that sentence, and I felt like well

This is what I like to create so once I actually did create it

This is what I like to create so once I actually did create it

I was like you know big exhales, and that's the end of the story

I was like you know big exhales, and that's the end of the story

y

rather than like

rather than like

Creation is an ongoing

Creation is an ongoing

Process and that there isn't something that you have to create. It's actually what do you desire to create?

Process and that there isn't something that you have to create. It's actually what do you desire to create?

What would you like to see in a world and that there isn't?

What would you like to see in a world and that there isn't?

Anybody's gonna tell you what that is, and I have been waiting my whole life to figure out. What is the thing?

Anybody's gonna tell you what that is, and I have been waiting my whole life to figure out. What is the thing?

What's my big creation that I'm gonna get out and do the world and

What's my big creation that I'm gonna get out and do the world and

It'll I don't know be my signature creation. I'll be famous

It'll I don't know be my signature creation. I'll be famous

Or whatever all that stuff is, but what if there isn't a recreation? What if it's a constant?

Or whatever all that stuff is, but what if there isn't a recreation? What if it's a constant?

Wandering and trace in your world of what do I display the world?

Wandering and trace in your world of what do I display the world?

What do I desire to contribute to the world well what I liked to?

What do I desire to contribute to the world well what I liked to?

Create what would be fun for me to create and?

Create what would be fun for me to create and?

That that's never-ending question and no matter what it is that we actually get you that there's always more and that it isn't erroneous

That that's never-ending question and no matter what it is that we actually get you that there's always more and that it isn't erroneous

But it's actually a constant expansion

But it's actually a constant expansion

energy space and consciousness

energy space and consciousness

Wow thank you like I feel like everything's just good like I get it

Wow thank you like I feel like everything's just good like I get it

I I don't feel that confusion anymore mm-hmm. I I'm having erased and thank you so much cool

II don't feel that confusion anymore mm-hmm. I I'm having erased and thank you so much cool

and John says my awareness is that I'm following the energy to quit my job and move to another state at the end of the

and John says my awareness is that I'm following the energy to quit my job and move to another state at the end of the

Month I have no job lined up for when I get there or a place to live

Month I have no job lined up for when I get there or a place to live

I've been fearing the chaos that I truly be or that. This is creating and how?

I've been fearing the chaos that I truly be or that. This is creating and how?

This is going to contribute to a totally new life. That is nothing like what I could have imagined

This is going to contribute to a totally new life. That is nothing like what I could have imagined

I'm now really excited to see what will be created in this chaos

I'm now really excited to see what will be created in this chaos

Thank you ladies cool

Thank you ladies cool

And Kirk said I spent the last two days with my friend Ivan from the COP showing him the order in chaos at the redwood

And Kirk said I spent the last two days with my friend Ivan from the COP showing him the order in chaos at the redwood

grows here in Marin ah

grows here in Marin ah

Cool Wow let me both. That's awesome

Cool Wow let me both. Eso es genial

Yeah, so my encouragement to all of you would really be like as much as you can tap into this conversation of order and chaos

Yeah, so my encouragement to all of you would really be like as much as you can tap into this conversation of order and chaos

And get yourself to a pot of the rewrite of foundation and VARs foundation if you can

And get yourself to a pot of the rewrite of foundation and VARs foundation if you can

Because this this conversation is changing everything really. It's it's just it's really it's making so many things easier

Because this this conversation is changing everything really. It's it's just it's really it's making so many things easier

You know creating a lot of discomfort and making things easier all at the same time and what I'm really seeing is the future with

You know creating a lot of discomfort and making things easier all at the same time and what I'm really seeing is the future with

With all of this is that?

With all of this is that?

Creating as me is getting easier. You know cuz I actually am chaotic. I am the ease of that

Creating as me is getting easier. You know cuz I actually am chaotic. I am the ease of that

I have all these capacities that you know when I'm really willing to be me

I have all these capacities that you know when I'm really willing to be me

create magically and

create magically and

So cool, and thank you. Let's call it Sarah, so this call is Austin, and I'm so grateful for you guys. Holy moly

So cool, and thank you. Let's call it Sarah, so this call is Austin, and I'm so grateful for you guys. Santo moly

Thank you for your vulnerability and magic. Thank you guys for jumping on so this is the chaos UV

Thank you for your vulnerability and magic. Thank you guys for jumping on so this is the chaos UV

I'd like seeing a last-minute call jumping on it coming in not knowing what the f and and

I'd like seeing a last-minute call jumping on it coming in not knowing what the f and and

being here anyway, and so we're so grateful for you guys too and

being here anyway, and so we're so grateful for you guys too and

Yeah stay tuned for what's nice, thank you very much

Yeah stay tuned for what's nice, thank you very much

Thank you for everything that you are that you guys are already being that you probably aren't even acknowledging mmm-hmm

Thank you for everything that you are that you guys are already being that you probably aren't even acknowledging mmm-hmm

You know you're being so much worse so what what are you?

You know you're being so much worse so what what are you?

That you haven't been acknowledging that if you were to acknowledge it would allow you to have so much more ease with the space

That you haven't been acknowledging that if you were to acknowledge it would allow you to have so much more ease with the space

of your life fooling together

of your life fooling together

Anything doesn't only I don't know be perceived and receive it

Anything doesn't only I don't know be perceived and receive it

We destroy and uncreate yes right on gonna put in POC all nine shorts boys and beyonds

We destroy and uncreate yes right on gonna put in POC all nine shorts boys and beyonds

It's like this is it like we are actually doing it

It's like this is it like we are actually doing it

we are actually being it and having these conversations, and then willingness for your vulnerability and our vulnerability and just

we are actually being it and having these conversations, and then willingness for your vulnerability and our vulnerability and just

Sure, what each one of us is knowing whether we're seeing a verbally or

Sure, what each one of us is knowing whether we're seeing a verbally or

Genetically you know being the presence of us here to get there like

Genetically you know being the presence of us here to get there like

This is it and what would it take for even more of it?

This is it and what would it take for even more of it?

We'll see you guys

Los veremos chicos

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