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Hello internet. I'm having one of those quarter life crises again.
你好互聯網，我又有一個青年危機了
Yes, again, this isn't just something that happens overnight like:
沒錯，又，這不是一件短暫的事像
"So, what did you get up to over the weekend?"
「喂，你今個禮拜做咗啲咩？」
"Oh, you know, just contemplated the meaning of existence and my place in the universe,
「冇，思考存在嘅意義同我係宇宙裏面嘅價值啫，
"But I worked it out and I've got a plan now.
不過我諗通咗啦，
"Wanna grab lunch?"
去唔去食lunch？」
You know what my favourite spot to lie down is at the moment? Here.
你知道我現在最喜歡的躺下的地方嗎？這裏。
It's just so perfect as it supports my body, but lets my limbs just flop hopelessly over the edges.
它完美地支撐我的身體而讓四肢絕望地垂下來。
I've been on a mission of personal discovery this new year,
我由今年開始開展了一個自我探索的任務，
And I'm uploading this in March, which is how much I fucking suck at it.
而我在三月的時候上載這條短片，證明我有多他媽的失敗。
And the objective of the mission is to find true happiness in my life.
而這個任務的目的是要找尋我生命裏真正的快樂。
So just casual, yeah? One of those achievable resolutions, like:
很簡單吧？都是那些可達到的目標，像是
Buying less single-use plastic, or flossing.
用少一點塑膠，用牙線，
Which I'm doing both of, by the way; save the whales.
對了我兩樣都有做，救救鯨魚。
And, also, check this out. See any plaque? I thought not.
還有看看這個，看見牙菌膜了嗎？沒有吧
Um, but I am very depressed.
呃，但我非常抑鬱。
And this mission's not just to find a dream life to work towards in the future,
而且這個任務不只是找一個夢想生活然後向它邁進，
But to find a sustainable feeling of content right now so that I feel happy in the present.
而是找一個持續的滿足感令我可以在現今覺得快樂。
And, as I was searching for answers, not in a cool way like climbing a mountain in Peru,
在我找尋答案的時候，不是那些很酷的方法像是在秘魯攀山，
Then drinking something psychedelic and meeting God,
喝下甚麼迷幻的東西然後看見上帝，
I mean sat on a fucking armchair googling stuff at 3:00 A.M.
我是指在凌晨三點坐在他媽的扶手椅上Google
I kept reading that the first step in finding happiness was to live your truth.
我一直讀到找尋幸福的第一步是要「活出真我」。
What the fuck does that mean?
這是他媽的甚麼意思？
Don't that half sound like some grade A wishy-washy yoga avocado motivational poster Oprah philosophical bullshit?
聽起來就像些A級瑜珈牛油果長輩圖哲學性垃圾
Yes, but it's right.
是，但它是對的。
The idea is that, for some people, unless you are honest with yourself about who you are and live life by your rules,
它的概念是，對某些人來說，除非你真誠地面對自己並按自己的規矩活着，
You will never feel free.
你永遠都不會覺得自由。
See, the world has this funny habit of forcing us into situations that sweep us up and, before we know it,
你看，這個世界有一個有趣的習慣，要強迫我們融入某些場景，而在我們發現之前，
We're doing something weird and we don't know why, and we look in the mirror and don't recognise the people that we've become.
我們已經不知道為何在做些奇怪的事，看着鏡子已經不認得裏面的人。
We grow up as individuals, believing in magic and being told to follow our dreams:
我們成長成獨立的個體，相信魔法，人們告訴我們要追隨夢想：
"Daddy, when I grow up, I want to be a fireman... and a unicorn!"
「爸爸，我大個咗之後想做消防員⋯⋯同一隻獨角獸！」
"Sure thing, Tommy."
「好啊，Tommy。」
But, as we get older, society pressures us to conform.
但當我們慢慢長大，社會逼迫我們學會妥協。
You have to act like this, you have to dress like that, you have to be this person or get rejected.
你要這樣做，穿這樣的衣服，成為這樣的人否則會被拒絕；
And, as well as that, we have to deal with the situations that we are born into;
除此之外，我們還要面對天生的問題，
Not everybody is given the same opportunities in life.
不是每人都有着同等的機會。
And these things all come together to create the story that defines who you are.
這些東西的總和就是定義你人生的故事。
I think mine would be called: "Sad Nerd Can't Make Up His Mind And Complains A Lot"
我想我的會叫「傷心宅男：選擇困難與一直投訴」
Starring Timothée Chalamet.
添密菲·沙洛米主演
And Meryl Streep as me.
還有梅麗·史翠普，飾演我。
But these stories aren't who we are, they're just what's happened to us.
但這些故事不是我們，只是在我們身上發生過的事。
And if you don't like it, then you have to throw it in the trash and write it yourself.
如果你不喜歡，你就要把它們丟進垃圾桶然後寫你的版本。
If you were a fish farmer living on a farm with a fishy family who feed you fish everyday because they think you love it,
如果你是個魚農在農場生活，有一個以為你喜歡所以每天都吃魚的家庭，
And they want you to marry a fishy friend and live forever on the farm,
他們想你和一個可疑的朋友結婚然後永遠都在農場生活，
But you actually hate it and you wish that you were an asexual vegan gymnast that travels with a circus,
但其實你很討厭這種生活，幻想自己是個跟隨馬戲團遊歷的無性戀素食體操選手，
Then you are not gonna be happy until you live your truth!
那麼除非你活出真我，否則你永遠都不會快樂
...Frankie!
...Frankie
I bet one person watching this is like, "Shit, that me."
我打賭有一個人在看這然後想「頂呢個咪我」
So, the first step is to be honest with yourself about who you know you really are and who you want to be,
所以，第一步就是要誠實面對自己，知道自己是誰和想成為誰。
And that means letting go of anything you tell yourself because you are afraid.
這意味着放開所有因為恐懼而告訴自己的事物。
Afraid of what other people might think, afraid of choices you've made and things that you might have to change or confront to do that.
恐懼他人的想法，恐懼作出的選擇和由此而來的改變和妥協，
And that's scary, right?
很可怕吧？
But you know what's scarier?
你知道有甚麼比這更可怕嗎？
Wasting what little time you have left before you die.
浪費死亡之前僅有的時間。
Okay, I'm sorry, you knew that I was gonna bring that up at some point.
好，對不起，你知道我會提起這的。
So what do you have to lose, really?
所以你有甚麼可以失去？
Don't go through life just being somebody that people like, be yourself.
不要活成一個別人喜歡的人，做自己。
And if people don't like that, find different people; 'cause people are usually just jealous that they are too scared to do that themselves.
如果別人不喜歡，找其他人；因為人們通常只是嫉妒那些勇於做自己的人。
Which is very dramatic-sounding but, honestly, how many of us can say that we are being truly authentic?
聽起來很戲劇性，但老實說，有多少人可以說在做真實的自己？
The problem for me personally is that, half the time, I don't know who I am or what I want.
這個問題對我來說，是有一半的時間不知道自己是誰和想要甚麼。
My dreams in life change faster than my mood did that time I ran out of meds last year.
我的人生目標比我去年沒藥吃那時的情緒變化更大。
"I just wanna do something meaningful."
我只係想做一D有意義嘅事
"Nah, I just wanna kill it on YouTube by uploading casual entertaining content three times a week."
不了 我只想一星期上載三條無聊的影片炸爆YouTube
"No! I feel like I wanna go back to university and learn more."
不！我希望回到大學學習
"Just make up your goddamn mind already!"
屌你 你稔得黎都做完啦！
So, okay, forget the future.
okay 忘記將來
What makes me happy in the present, if that's something that I'm trying to achieve?
如果我一直在嘗試達成的成就就是現在令我快樂的東西呢？
Well, that's pretty simple.
那很簡單
Laughter, food, and sex.
笑話，食物，滾床單
So basically, stuff coming in and out of my mouth, apparently.
基本上就是所有在我口中進進出出的東西
Wow. Side note, Google "oral fixation" later.
wow ps 待會Google一下 ‘口欲滯留’ （一種口腔發育不良的疾病）
There we go, that's my plans for 3 a.m.
搞定 這就是我凌晨三點的計劃
Which sounds easy enough to aim for, right? But I know that, first, I need to let go of any baggage that I'm holding on to,
那聽起來很簡單 但我知道 首先 我需要放下所有的負擔
And embrace the truth about who I know I really am as only then can I be a real, physical, present person that can find happiness,
擁抱真正的自我 因為只有這樣我才能做會自己 一個找得到快樂的自己
Instead of just a shell with a consciousness forever floating five feet above my head staring sardonically down from above.
而非永遠躲在一個充滿自責的洞裏 諷刺地浮浮沉沉頹過人生
"Boo, you suck!"
你有病
Rude.
你才有病
And that's hard, I admit. Mainly, it's frustrating to learn more about yourself
我承認 那很困難 主要來說 瞭解自己實在是太累人了
As you feel like you're so annoyed at how much time you've wasted in your life by not living it already.
因為你會為你浪費了多少時間而感到煩厭
Sometimes, I wish I could just go back in time and redo parts of my life where I knew as much about the world and myself as I do now.
有時 我多希望我可以回到過去把事情重來一次 以我現有對這個世界認知和對自己的瞭解
"This ain't Interstellar, bitch, that's not how this works!"
傻的嗎 哩到又唔係星際啟示錄 哩個世界唔係咁運作架
Okay, who are you? You are super rude.
喂你係邊個？你好無禮貌
"I'm you, and what's stopping you from just living this life from now?"
我就係你 究竟係咩阻止你由哩一刻好好生活？
I don't know.
我不知道
"You're scared."
你自己嚇自己咋
Alright, Jesus, chill out.
放鬆d黎啦
Sorry.
對唔住
It is scary, but if any of you feel like something's not right and you aren't content, ask yourself:
這很可怕 但如果覺得有些事情不對勁 而你又不太肯定 問自己：
"Are you living your truth?"
你真的在為自己活著嗎？
And, if not, forget what anyone else thinks; even if it's one, tiny, impossible step at a time,
如果唔係 忘記一切任何人所說過的
Each one will bring you infinitely closer to happiness.
每一件事都可以無限地令你更接近快樂
So that's where I'm at this year, basically, just a little life update for you,
基本上這就是我現在去到的地步 純碎為你們update一下
And yeah, 'guess I'm gonna go think about how I can be more authentic and happy myself,
yeah我猜我會去想一下如何變得更真實和快樂
And laugh at a joke with a chocolate bar and something else in my mouth.
聽著笑話 吃著巧克力條 或其他東西
Bye.
bye
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