The Honest Truth Luis Mora English Japanese

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So for the person watching this video right now,

これを見ているみんなに

I just want to let you know a problem I have within myself.

俺が今抱えている問題について話そうと思う

And this is regarding the last video

この前の動画にも関係があるよ

and basically just my mental health in general.

ざっくり言うと精神的な問題なんだけど

I just want to be as transparent as possible,

俺はできる限り透明性を確保したいし

and I want you to understand me,

みんなに俺がどういう人か理解してほしい

and who I really am.

もう知ってると思うけど

You already know, I am extremely passionate about making videos.

俺は動画撮影に、もの凄く力を入れている

I seriously love it so much, from the bottom of my heart.

マジで心の底から大好きだし

It brings me so much joy.

やってて楽しい

It has brought me countless opportunities,

それがきっかけで沢山の機会があったし

and connected me with some of my closest friends.

友達もできた

Keep in mind though, I am a crazy perfectionist about my work.

俺は自分の仕事に、病的な完璧主義者なんだ

Sometimes too much, to the point where I overwork myself.

だから時々やりすぎちゃうことがある

Cause I won't stop working on a project

仕事を止めないし

until it is exactly the way I would want it to be.

俺が満足するまでね

I'm sure many creators and artist are the same about there own craft as well.

他のクリエイターもそうだっていうのは知ってる

Like for example, Last year, I ended up in the hospital because I was just overworking myself too much.

例えば、去年は働きすぎて病院に運ばれた

But like I said, I love what I do,

でも、今やってることが好きだし

I love to make videos, and now I am in a position where I own this big company.

会社の代表っていうポジションにもいるから

I am responsible for so many people.

責任を取らないといけない人が沢山いるんだ

and hold that responsibility,

その責任とプレッシャーが

and pressure, that comes with owning a brand.

ブランドを所有することと一緒に来るんだ

I don't want to make any mistakes

ミスをしたくないんだ

because it doesn't just affect me,

俺だけじゃなくて周りのみんなにも影響してしまう

but the people around me. And those people are my closest friends.

そのみんなは、俺の友達だ

So I want to do my best for them.

俺はみんなのためにベストを尽くしたい

That brings me to the point about

その思いが俺のメンタルに影響していた

my mental health. Me being a perfectionist

完璧主義者なのはいいことでもあるけど

is a good thing but, it can also just drive me insane.

でも、俺を狂わせるんだ

Sometimes I just feel so much pressure and stress, that it just gets to my head.

ものすごいストレスとプレッシャーを感じるし

To the point where the stress literally makes me feel sick.

そのストレスで気持ちが悪くなる

For example, my last video, the one that was titled "SKATERS DAY IN DOWNTOWN LAS ANGELES"

例えば、「ロサンゼルスのスケーターの1日」って動画

that video I had to finish within a certain time frame

その動画は締め切りがあったんだ

because we were doing this Valentines Day collection.

バレンタインに合わせて販売があったから

I wanted to upload the videos at the same time,

それと同時にアップしたいと思ってて

So the video could back up the release and help the sales.

動画が売り上げに貢献すると思うからね

I want you guys to keep in mind, yeah it's not about money or anything

お金とかの問題じゃないんだけど

but, ERASED has become so big now and we have overhead.

ERASEDはかなり大きくなってる

That means we have to make a certain amount of money to be able to take care of the people

一定のお金を生み出して、養わなきゃいけない

who are apart of this. And for the company to be able to sustain itself,

それに会社自身の維持のためにも

so I had to forsure finish the video on time to make sure we made those sales.

だから時間通りにやる必要があった

That's just the reality of things.

これが現実なんだ

I am so grateful to be in this position

今の立ち位置は嬉しいけど、

but, it comes with that pressure, that I have to do my best to make sure everyone is taken care of.

みんなのために頑張らないといけないプレッシャーも同時に来る

And I was actually able to finish the video in that little short time span I had.

実際動画は短時間で完成させられて

I uploaded it but, had to take it down

アップロードしたけど、削除しなきゃいけなくなった

only half a day after I had posted it.

投稿して半日後にだ

And let me just explain why.

何でか説明させてほしい

So I have to give you a little bit of back story,

分かりやすいように背景も説明するね

so you understand this but, I actually just came back to the U.S, from Japan

日本からアメリカに帰ってきたばかりで

and I own nothing, as of now.

現時点で何も持っていなくて

So I've been working without having a home.

家もないまま仕事してて

I just keep like, getting an Airbnb and then moving, and then moving again.

Airbnbで転々としながら編集してる

So after I finished my first L.A video, the "BACK IN LAS ANGELES" video.

最初のLAでの動画が終わってから

I went to Nevada. I went for 2 weeks to visit my family

2週間ネバダに家族に会いに帰った

and just spend time with my family.

そこで家族と過ごしたんだ

But, I got a call to work on this video for the Valentines Day Collection.

でも、電話でバレンタイン用の動画を作るって話になって

Our deadline was coming up soon

締め切りも近いし

and I knew we needed a video to make sure everything went smoothly.

動画が必要なのも知ってたから

So I agreed because, obviously the videos are just us going out, having fun,

賛成して動画の内容も考えてた

skating, wearing the clothes. For me, it's nothing.

俺にとっては普通のことだったけど

So when I work under a deadline, It can get really hard for me,

締め切りが近い中での作業はきつかった

only because of my perfectionism. I take over 30 hours on editing alone.

完璧主義のせいで編集だけに30時間以上もかけた

So to be able to finish in a short time span, gets really stressful,

短い期間での作成はストレスがすごかった

but like I said, It was a really important drop.

でも大切な販売だったから参加した

So I took on the project and I was actually able to finish the video, only 6 minutes before the video had to be posted.

実際、締め切りの6分前に完成した

The problem about that, was that I could not proof watch the video.

問題だったのが、見直す時間がなかったんだ

I get a lot of anxiety

完成させてからすごく不安になった

when I finish a video, a lot of you don't know this, like I feel so much pressure

知らなかったと思うけど、プレッシャーがすごかった

because of my perfectionism. I literally can't not watch my videos when I finish them

完璧主義のせいで、完成した動画も見られなかった

because I'm scared to find a problem within the video.

動画の中にミスを見つけてしまうのが怖かったんだ

I did not want to watch the video once it went live

公開されるまで見たくなかった

because I couldn't proof watch it.

見直せてなかったからね

So I had no idea if there was any problems inside the video.

問題があったかどうかもわからなかった

So it was a success,

見なかったことで安心したんだけど

I've felt like relieved, I still held that, like anxiety. Knowing that the video might have a problem,

でも、何かあるんじゃないかって不安は残ってた

but I waited 3 hours to watch the video.

でも、3時間待ってみて

At that point the video had

その時動画は4万再生くらいされてた

40,000 views and I watched it.

それで、見てみたんだけど中盤あたりで

Half way through the video

問題を見つけた

I found a problem and it's honestly a problem that

でも、誰も気づかないようなミスで

no one would notice, Only me because I made the video.

動画を作った俺だけが気づくようなやつだよ

At that point, all of that stress, all of that pressure, all of that weight came back on my shoulders,

その時、プレッシャーやストレスが一気に戻ってきて

and I just collapsed.

俺は壊れてしまった

I was so frustrated,

すごくイライラして

like literally the most i've ever been

今までで一番かもしれない

and I don't think It's just from this one time.

今回が原因じゃなくて

I think it's just from the past year of working so hard.

今まで働きすぎたストレスが積もっていたと思う

I've had signs of this since Japan.

日本にいた時からこの兆候はあった

I take on too much and this was the breaking point.

やりすぎてた、それがここで爆発したんだ

I just grabbed my phone,

スマホを床に投げつけて

I threw it at the floor. I started like, freaking out.

発狂してしまった

I knew at that point I seriously had a problem

自分でもおかしいって気づいてた

because I felt sick. I felt like, mentally sick.

精神的に気分が悪かったんだ

It was so bad and like,

ひどかったよ

I shouldn't be tensed up like that

あんな風になるべきじゃなかった

because I should be happy that I finished it,

終わったらハッピーになるはずだった

but its getting to the point where I just don't feel okay anymore. I just don't feel fine.

でも、もうOKだと思えないところまで来ていた

I've let the pressure get to me too much

プレッシャーを溜め込みすぎた

and I think it's seriously a problem

自分でも真剣な問題だって分かってる

because that day, that whole day I just couldn't let it go.

あの日、1日はどうしようもなかった

That problem was something so small

あの小さな問題はPCで起こった問題だった

that the computer did. The camera started shaking

何らかの不具合でクリップが揺れたんだ

because it was some sort of glitch, but it wasn't because I was shaky. It was some sort of glitch with the stabilization, that made the clip like, kind of move around.

でも、俺はそういう理由だって分かるけど

So some people might think it was just like,

他の人は、うまく撮れなかったんだなって思ってしまう

not filmed good. But for me,

俺にとっては耐えられなかった

It drove me insane and it like, just bothered me so much

すごく嫌になった

and let me get more into it, so you can kind of understand why

もう少し詳しく言うと

I'm saying this is a problem. So I had to call Edwin,

エドウィンに電話したんだ

at first I was just like, yo like, I need to vent to you. I just need to let you know like, this is bothering me so much.

ただ、気になってることがあるんだけど

I was like, could you please look at it

見てみて、気づいたら教えてほしいってね

and tell me if you can notice it. He saw the video, he was like,

動画を見て「何を言ってるんだ？」って言われたよ

what are you talking about. He's like, I don't think people will notice that at all.

だから他の人は全く気づかないと思う

So I was like, ahh okay.

分かったって電話切って

I hung up the phone. I kept watching it over and over, and I was like, aww dude this is killing me right now.

何回も見返して、やばいなって思い始めた

The perfectionism thing is really, was just eating me away.

完璧主義が俺を壊そうとしてた

And then I had to call my friend Luke,

だからルークにも電話してみた

whos also a skate filmer. He should know because that's what he does as well

ルークもフィルマーだから、気付くと思った

and he said it's really nothing,

でも問題ないって言われたから、誰も気付かないって分かった

no one will notice, and I was like, okay.

じゃあ大丈夫、気にしないでってなって

Well it's fine. Ill just leave it. But, for some reason, I could not stop thinking about it.

でもなぜか、それが頭から離れなくて

I really could not sleep that night.

夜も眠れなかった

I had so much stress, that I just had this big headache.

ストレスも感じてたし、頭痛もしてた

I felt like my head was throbbing.

頭がズキズキしてた

I ended up waking up the next morning

次の日の朝起きても

feeling exactly the same.

全く同じ気分だった

I felt sick at that point.

その時は気分が悪かった

Not only did I feel sick, but I felt so down,

それだけじゃなくて、落ち込んでるし自分が嫌だった

and I hated myself. I kept telling myself, why I didn't check the video.

何でチェックしなかったんだって問い詰めてた

Why was I so careless.

何で気を付けなかったんだって

I put all that time, literally did not sleep, was just non stop working.

ずっと寝ないで作業してた

I had a lot of fun filming.

撮影も楽しかったし

The day of shooting was so much fun.

撮影の日はすごく楽しかったんだ

That was a really good day.

いい日だった

But, to be able to get that video done in a certain time frame was just to much for me

でも、期限に間に合わせるにはキツかった

and I thought I had done it, and I put all that time into it, for it to just have a problem.

やり切ったと思ってたけど、問題があった

And like I said, because it was such a little problem.

小さな問題だから、流すこともできた

I could of just left it, but it was just eating away at me,

でも俺を蝕んでいった

where I even contacted YouTube

何ならYoutubeにも問い合わせた

and I was messaging them for about 30 minutes, asking if I could replace the file with a new one.

ファイルを変更できるかってメッセージを送って

And they said they couldn't do that,

でもそれは出来なくて

you would have to remove the video and upload it again.

削除して、またアップするしかないって

So I was like, I cant just do that.

そんなこと出来ないよって思った

The video has been up for half a day. It has 150,000 views.

もう半日経って15万回くらい再生されてた

It would not only affect my YouTube channel, but the sales of the Valentines Day Collection.

俺のチャンネルだけじゃなくて、売り上げにも影響する

And everyone puts so much time into making this project.

みんながこのプロジェクトに時間を使ってくれてた

For my mental health, I really just had to take it down.

でも俺のメンタルのために削除するしかなかった

I had to call Edwin and tell him

またエドウィンに電話して

It's still bothering me and that it's literally killing me inside.

まだ気になっててヤバイって話して

Where I feel just unhealthy

体調もよくないって話をした

and he said, if you feel like you should take it down,

そしたら、削除しても構わないって言ってくれた

just take it down. You can upload it again later

削除してあとでアップすればいいって

and we just left it as that,

だからそうすることにした

but I thought I should make this video

それでこの動画を作ることにした

to let you know how I am,

みんなに、俺がどういう状態で

and who I am, and how much I truly care about what I do.

どういう人間で、どれだけ気にかけているか知ってほしいから

Because this, not only effected my channel

これは俺のチャンネルだけじゃないんだ

like I said, but like the sales of the brand.

ブランドの売り上げにも関わる

But, what comes first, is me being happy with my work.

でも１番大事なのは、俺が満足いく物を作って

And making sure, the person watching it,

Can enjoy the video to the fullest.

動画を心から楽しめることなんだ

I want each person who watches my videos

動画を見るみんな一人一人に

to use it as an a escape to be able to be apart of this journey.

一緒になっている気分で楽しんでほしい

To be apart of our day and just hang out and enjoy the way we do.

一緒に遊んでいる気分になってほしい

And I feel like the reason why I've been able to create that,

俺がそうする理由は

is because I put this much time into it.

時間をたくさんかけたから

I make sure that it will be an enjoyable experience.

楽しい経験を提供しなきゃいけない

So, please always keep that in mind.

だからそれを知っていてほしい

Truly from the bottom of my heart, I put everything into it.

心の底から全てを捧げてる

Really take it for what it is

そう受け取ってほしい

I want you guys, regardless the thumbnail,

どんなサムネでも、タイトルでも

regardless of title, to really understand that each video will be a good one.

みんなにいい動画だと思ってほしい

So what I am asking now,

そこでお願いがある

Hate to do this shit. I really don't like to do this shit.

こんなことは嫌なんだけど

It should be organic,

自然であるべきだけど

but really understand who I am and why I'm doing this.

俺を理解してほしい

I'm going to reupload the video, 24 hours from now.

今から24時間後に動画をアップするから

When I do. I want every person, once you see that thumbnail,

アップされたら、見てほしい

to click on the video. Click on the video and actually watch it again all the way through.

最後まで全部見てほしい

That would help me so much and not only that,

そうしてくれたら本当に助かる

like the video,

そして、いいねしてコメントしてほしい

comment on the video, leave an actual genuine comment.

自然に感じたことをコメントしてほしい

It helps a lot. People don't know this but, why I felt so much pressure to get the video done in time,

何で期限にプレッシャーを感じるかと言うと

I translate all my videos in 7 different languages.

俺は全部の動画を7つの言語に翻訳してる

So that means, when I finish a video,

つまり、動画が完成したら

I have to contact 7 different people to make translations for the video.

7人に連絡して、字幕を作ってもらわないといけない

Then I can upload it.

そしたらアップができる

So I carry so much.

俺は抱えすぎてる

And while this was all happening and the video was being done,

動画か完成するまでの間にも

I had to help manage the Valentines Day Collection.

ERASEDの手伝いもしなきゃいけない

So it was just so much and I wanted to fix this problem.

莫大な量なんだどうにか解決しなきゃいけない、理解してほしい

And I hope you understand. And I'm telling you this because I want that connection

俺と君が繋がりたいから伝えたよ

between you and I, to be more real.

より、リアルにするために

I am a normal person just like you.

俺はみんなと同じ一般人だし

I'm not perfect.

完璧じゃないし、ミスもする

I make mistakes. There is always hard work behind everything.

裏側では頑張っているんだ

What you see in the videos is true,

動画で見ていることは本当だけど

but I put everything, everything to make that video enjoyable for you.

楽しめるように全てを捧げているんだ

Keep that in mind.

そう知っててほしい

Thank you guys again.

ありがとう

I've said this hundreds of times,

何百回も言ってるけど

but truly you have changed my life so much

みんなが俺の人生を変えてくれた

So I am hoping that my videos have had an impact on you.

みんなにインパクトのある動画を作るよ

Thank you. I hope you can support me when I repost the video.

ありがとう、またアップされたら手伝ってほしい

まあ、そうだね、次の動画で会おう

I'll see you guys for the next one. Peace.

ピース感謝しているよサポートしてくれる人、愛するみんなありがとう動画は明日またアップします

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